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  hello dear me it has been quite a while since i last blogged hehe imma just blog about random stuff happening in life right now. (also all of your blogs are so entertaining to read heehee) sem 1 was so eventful and was just a rollercoaster of emotions to be honest... i know things won't get easier in sem 2 at all but it's ok we will make it 😼😼 i'm so proud of everyone for making it through sem 1. yall jiayou next sem too okay!! fam my first week of the holidays was so unproductive 😔 besides all the np stuff that happened in school i just laid in bed rotting most of the time. my energy and motivation went down the drain after sem 1 💩 i will get my act together and get work done soon trust. after this i will do trigo practice. currently it's 31 may as i am writing this. next month is june and i'm not sure how i feel but it's certainly special in some goofy way 🙏 i love summer and holidays hehe my screentime for today was 9 hours... i don't know what to ...

 my room is still a mess. zip it. i found cleaning the Store really fun 🔥 at 815am we started the cleaning and boi there was A LOT of things cluttered in there. haha. i wasn't in charge of counting the badges but it must've been therapeutic. highlight: we blasted music. ofc it was taylor swift what were you thinking 😚. and we also texted Ma'am. abt logistics. #whatistentpitching #whatisflagerrection we practically turned the store upside down bruh 💀 the last time we did the old tent pitching was in like what sec 1??? #whatisagroundsheet #whatisaninnersheet #whatisanoutersheet still dk. thanks. the Logistics List is soososososososoooooo long i could'tve sworn my fingers grew tired from scrolling it. i was supp to bring a new file for the attendance list. i forgot :/ will remb next time :( i was tidying up the first aid kits and to my horror alcohol swabs had expired in 2020 oh my days. lowkey quite funny though it's like my grandmama keeping expired food all over ...

 the most fun day of my life not as fun as NPAP tho....BUT YES 29/05/2024 WAS SUCH A GREAT DAY. NO QUEUE BRUH!!!!!! so i went w my dad and sister cus my moms a loser no she isnt shes just scared but yes and i went there and we went human first. BYE THIS IS SO FUNNY my sister was like omg this ride looks so plain we shld have gone cylon first and then when we got onto human SHE SCREAMED. it was literally just going up slowly and she screamed and throughout the ride she was screaming beside me like bruh shut up so much build up for this for what. she said she will not come cylon. sucks to be her cus i went 10 TIMES. no queue bruh literally. so my dad loves these kinda rides like me so we went cylon next loved it sm my sister was so scared she didnt want to come so my dad and i went. our ride was quiet cus it was the real people who enjoy rides we were having sm fun. then we went to the mummy ride. BRUH SO MUCH QUEUE FOR THIS ONE NO QUEUE FOR CYLON. such a scam. they said waiting time...

 Update: I found a vendor who sells it for only 21 dollars  YAY -banana

 For the past hour I have been scrolling and texting every jacket supplier available in SG, so my squad can buy affordable jackets  BUT NO EVERYONE HAS TO PRICE IT ABOVE 30 BUCKS ISH SCREW ECONS AND DEMAND - signing off Banana

bruh. fever sucks. falling sick sucks. pls don't fall sick guys. take care of yourselves pls. save me i hate getting sick bruh. but i will get better soon trust. also i've been extremely emo this days. iw to go back HTA lowk. i've been emoing about the end of NPAP. can someone send me back bc i rly want to go back. NPAP Trainings were lowk the happiest days of my life this year. i've been scrolling through my gallery getting rly emo. i rly wanna go back to HTA 😞💔 thank you. happy wednesday. - sam

hi i would js like to comment that im vvvvvvvvvvvvv deprived of the school's vending machine choc milk. i drank choc milk jn and it doesnt taste as good as that bruhh... why did they have to remove it.. anyway ya  stay safe. yosista

 i currently have mt tution now and its the best 😻 there are 2 npcc cadets in my class too oml they were talking abt Revolver Shooting I WAS SO JEALOUS. Ma'ams didn't get back to me :'(  i love my tution friends they're goofy. one of them forgot what rule she was supposed to use for this one लिंग exercise and it turned out to be a COMPLETELY different word (and it was uh... inappropriate...) in fact after she said the word our teacher was DYING. like laughing crying rofl omdays. so for y'all who are using google translate rn just don't. ask anyone who takes hindi (except me) about what this would turn into if they used the wrong लिंग rule. कुत्ता + इया = (a very "friendly" word) when it was supposed to be just मादा कुत्ता. there ain't even a non-inappropriate लिंग rule for that. anyway let's change the topic idw to be explaining this 💩 anymore.  👁👄👁 so during mt on thursday in school, we had a 1h 20min period. our teacher (❤ MS. SARITA IS ...

hi! i'm here to revive this dead website. (dead for 3 days only btw.) ok it's currently uh.. 2228. my laptop is at 12% and i'm blogging/doing trigo bc i've promised myself an academic comeback for wa3. (desperately needed.) promised my parents too bc if i don't have an academic comeback this time i ain't coming back alive 😹😹 but lowk got distracted thinking about NP.. icb we took over already it's so soon. we aren't gonna be Cadets anymore 😞💔 so here i am blogging! lately i've been lowk confused about everything. like EVERYTHING. it feels like i'm a mess i mean yeah i AM a mess but like. . . . everything is js so messy i need to get myself together. i'm happy i made it out alive from semester 1. but if i don't get myself together before semester 2 best believe you aren't gonna see me again. kilometre per second bruh 😙😙👧👧 oh no! my laptop is at 10% ok wait i'll do a bit more trigo. my pen is dry and running out of ink it...

 so i was reading Nyx's blogs abt AC 2023  just saying... the debrief on day 2 of AC 2023 was my fav part 💖💖💖 (if ykwim) and NO I WAS DEF NOT HAPPY ABT AC ENDING but it was the best part EHEHEEHEHEH (if ykwim)

heheh i’m in mother tongue lesson and my tablemate and i got bored so here it is!!!  Hi NPCCers, I cant wait to collab with yall for CCA 😆😆😆. We shld collab with the other UGs too.  RCY Ma’am 

 THEY MENTIONED ME IN THEIR DEBRIEF SHEET YOU'RE KIDDING ME.  WHEHEHEHWEHRHERHEHREHREHHW OML. #noteventheirnco

 8 more hours ish  This feels so unreal I can’t  It feels like yesterday we entered and we already are taking over ishdrizdbejiswnnsks

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yesterday my tablemate and i were measuring eo's nails and i realised how short my nails were.  my thumb is 0.9cm index is 0.7cm middle is 0.7cm ring is 0.7cm pinky is 0.4cm i was shocked! whereas my tablemate's measurements are thumb is 1.4cm index is 1.4cm middle is 1.6cm ring is 1.4cm pinky is 1.1cm yes happy POP yosista

IT'S TODAY. CRAZY. WE'RE TAKING OVER. EVEN MORE CRAZY. but yk what's the craziest of them all? it STILL hasn't hit me yet idk anymore HELP ME it has why else were u worrying ab it yesterday woman. JWRAHGUGARHUKHGWRJGWIAHGIWAHRUHRAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRR JGHBRGBWJHKTAWUIHTWITEHDUIHIAWUSRHGERLIWHIGLWRUA

IT'S TMR YOU'RE KIDDING YOU'RE KIDDING YOU'RE KIDDING YOU'RE- no you're not kidding. neither am i. IT'S ACTUALLY TMR. IT'S. TMR. POP IS TMR. JIAYOU PERSEPHONE we got this. we will succeed. we will THRIVE. KFHRUIHGIWUQHEROGUGJKFCMXNJFVHJGUIRIWUTQOIEIGHKDHWIAUGSBFSD

OBS was a month ago.

why is our blog so active and everyone else's is dead. can someone revive the dead blogs please thank you 😊😊

what a roller coaster. lol. term 2 week 9 is officially the worst week of 2024. it's a sunday morning and i woke up with my WHOLE body aching. ouch. and i didn't even go for open house oh my days. but anyway 🎀🎀HOT officially broke the record for the number of roles one can get so ig good job. haha it hasn't hit me yet that we're taking over because i'm right where Metis Ma'ams left me thanks. it hasn't hit me that my roles are 💩💫💥💢❓❗. it's a whirlwind of emotions lol people are already gloating abt their roles  but yes no matter what i have to suck it up and fake it till i make it! lights camera and smile even when you wanna... #imstillalive why? because i can do it with a broken heart. because who am i to fight the alchemy? jiayou 😕

💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶☹️☹️☹️☹️😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🙁🙁🙁🙁🙁🙁🙁🙁🙁🙁🙁🙁😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😟😟😟💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩 so emo. thats what i like. hi im sick bruh this morning i woke up and had a terrible sore throat then my nose started running. omw home I COULDNT WALK. i wished i could be teleported home because WHYS MY HOUSE SO FAR AWAY. the bus decides to leave right when i reach the interchange. then i had to wait for like idk what 20 minutes?? im actl legit so tired. i got no more energy. i havent started on hw and hbl. kill me now ☺️☺️ and im not planning to. i came home today and slept till 7. its 9 now im gonna wake up really late tmr because why not. no ones stopping me. my conscience might be but i deserve a break. i deserve to be sad. i dont need to be comforted. i deserve to be the black cat. not the golden retriever all the time.  im not alpha tough kid.  i rest my case. js get the hint already please life is not good. i was subconsci...

NOT RLY AN EMO BLOG IT'S JUST THE TITLE. i'm here to give your day a lil bit of sunshine. kinda hit me hard that in life there isn't always a happily ever after.  BUT IT'S OK bc i'm an alpha tough kid and i can handle anything. ANYWAY! kinda excited to send out the very first Parade Schedule next term. gonna put our OWN names as NCOs and I/Cs like THAT'S INSANE I'M SCARED BUT HEHEHEHE WHAT'S LIFE WITHOUT THRILLS RIGHT and like how missy cooper from young sheldon once said: it's okay to be scared. you just have to do it anyway. YA I'M SCARED BUT HEEHEEHEEHEEHEEHEEHEE I'M EXCITED TOO. I HOPE WE DO GREAT LEADING THE UNIT. ok i'll just say it bc no one has said anything roles were out like on tuesday and thursday 💩 💩 💩 well it wasn't GREAT (i'm not talking about myself don't get me wrong i'm personally really grateful) it's a bit 💩💩 but part of life is having to deal with 'challenges' and sometimes challenges ...

 3 days byeye

 4 days bye

 6 more days… I better go buy my POP gifts 

 7 more days, one week. THIS IS SO INSANELY CRAZY like how time flies…😭😭

8 days. insane. you will never figure out who i am ha. mwa ha ha ha ha ha i am a phantom 👽

 i'm gg to guard mother's lyrics for the rest of my life thanks no more lights camera and smile okrorofkrkkk (kidding i hope y'all wld find comfort in smth one day 😘) i'm here to lighten the spirits of persephone's emo blogs. so no sad things hey guys so like bharatji said i failed chinese 🎀🎀 and my oral topic was on arts and culture 🎀🎀 wanna guess my grade 🎀🎀  HEHEHEHEHEHEHDHFHEHEHE THE BUNCH OF CHING XHONGS JUST CAME OUT LAUGHUNG TEARS BRO... so there i was, asking the teacher "laoshi, what is arts and culture?" and then after she explained i was talking about singaproe's history and malay culture indian culture and chinese culture blablablablablablablablabla i'm gonna get kicked out of higher chinese and downgrade 2 levels to basic chinese. life is a joke and idc abt expectations atp chem is my anti depressant because i can't stop alughing abt it hahahahhahaha blabalablabla JIAYOU GUYS ILY 💕💕 #lifegoeson i am #myfather'sdaughter...

i'm also going to remain anonymous. to the person who wrote the "lights camera smile" blog, tysm. i was studying jn and after reading that blog, i got the motivation to study more. even tho i'm not exactly like most of you and i got my future "planned", i still face the same stress that y'all do. meeting my expectations, my parent's expectations, or even surviving in the rough seas of getting enough marks to not be demoted next year.  i have so much built-up pressure inside me,  my sanity is like glass.  and it's slowly... painfully... cracking. letting the pressure seep out slowly. but not in a good way. for every drop lost, i gain ten more, a hundred, a thousand.  until the glass breaks. i am that "keep on smiling" person everyone sees in school, taking in everyone's rants and not letting anyone listen to mine.  why? because i feel that it would send the listener to therapy. i am that one person who puts up a brave front and tries...

YAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY AHHHHHHHHHHHH I GOT MY OREO MCFLURRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY too bad pookies 😆😆😆 IM UNHINGED 😄😄😄😄😄😄😄😄 YOOOOOO SISTAAAA

i was supposed to post this yesterday but forgot. life update is at the bottom btw. hi homies/pookies/wtv you want to call yourself im bored i impulsively made a starbucks order umm.. and i feel guilty but hear me out 1. the weather is REALLY hot 2. we need to find happiness during tough times. aka do something nice for ourselves. self love. we should take care of ourselves bc it makes us feel better. (maybe im js delulu) 3. last time i drank starbucks was... idk in march? yeah i think during the march hols I NEVER HAD. 4. yoyo recommended me a drink a long time ago. i was dying to get it. which i finally did. so im trying to convince myself i shouldn't feel guilty. OH YAY IT CAME it's so good omg and so cute the person wrote happy mother's day on the cover you should totally get this but RARELY bc it's expensive i teared up seeing the price like very rarely. once in a blue moon rarely. this is only the third time in my life i've gotten starbucks btw. and i still fe...

Hi Loves defo can’t wait for tmr hehehehe

hi its saturday 10.09pm and i feel bored restless lethargic past few days were trash but life goes on and so will i. ill talk ab the more happy? things in life? such an absolute illusion. school sucked the air outta me and when i say i cant wait for it to end. i mean it. more than whatever it seems like. june. im coming right for u. its heaven. dreamland. with flowers and the perfect sandalwood + rose water + rich clove scent. (im being this specific because i smelt this at a place and i couldnt help but ask the store owner what hocus pocus spell she casted in there it was such a comforting scent i hope my parents get it one day) with fresh leaves hanging all over. air conditioning. and a nice lil comfy bed for me to sleep in. its the perfect uwuwuwuwu place for me. a getaway from life. alone. and music ofcourse. im bringing along ed sheeran, taylor swift, tate mcrae and sid sriram (this guy sings so well bruh i love his songs) saempoopta garjanai owes me big  bigbigbigbig  ti...

hi guys im back again 🎀 this is going to be a obs + song rec + life lately blog bcs i havent blogged in so long ☹️ first up is obs obs was such a love hate experience 🤺 i was super scared before obs bcs i was gg pulau ubin, and i really wanted to go ecc but too bad for me oops.. ok but i was rlly happy i had my super close friend from my y2 class in my group so it wasnt that bad! day 1 - we took the ferry to ubin and had our introduction and got our store ready 🤯 i was in holt (i still dk what all the watches are supposed to mean) and then we like immediately went kayaking?? ok if wasnt actual kayaking it was just to teach us how to use the paddle and how to do the capsize drill i HATE the capsize drill so much it was so hard getting back onto the boat.. and there was water in my nose and it was burning 🔥 and after kayaking we went to shower (i love love love the camp 1 po toilet sm i swear its my favourite ever its so clean) and then we had dinner at the food court pla...

I rather stay anonymous, because this is gonna be a rather emo blog, but better as you read on:) To the person who wrote the lights camera and smile blog, I cannot thank you enough, I literally started bawling the moment  I read it. Let’s be real about something, these past few days or even weeks have been absolutely trashed, with just obstacle over obstacle thrown at our way, from every coming direction, and the impact of it is deadening to the core, like the feeling of giving up on life itself it’s at  its extreme. Our exams results were demoralising, with the opposite shown in comparison to our efforts, there is not one day after we got them them that I could fall asleep, guilt gnawing me over why can’t you do better than this, and there is not one day I never felt I was a failure, and that I’m doing worse than others, and I’m not bucking up and I’m a absolute disappointment to whoever believed that I could do much better, and a disgrace to those who still falsely believe t...

TW: emo but gets a lot better at the end. trust the process. hello. anonymous because i think this is a difficult time for a lot of people. unfortunately including myself. i agree with the previous blogger. and if anything i felt relieved after reading her blog because it felt like she voiced out my feelings for me as well. i'm pretty sure other people in our squad feel the same way. POP is really soon. but it's getting tiring. i love Parades but i can't help but feel exhausted and terrible afterwards. i don't know why. Parades are really fun don't get me wrong. but the after effect is terrible. im losing hope. what if all my contributions boil down to nothing? it sounds immature. but it really is just how it is, no matter how much anyone tries to deny it. sure, contributing is a basic duty of each and every Cadet. sure, it should be ideally out of passion and not with ulterior motives. sure, you can say all the factually and theoretically accurate stuff, but no. no...

hi its time for an anonymous blog because im insecure DONT KNOW WHAT FOR. and besides NOBADY CARES. NOTE TO SELF: im a courageous lil lion. i can handle  💩. IM SO TIRED iw sleep. IM SO ANNOYED. like to extents i cant explain.  this is TERRIFYING. i cant believe this 💩 oral was  💩 i went into the exam hall. ready to get one last thing over with. only to find myself stuttering 123475914832 times. she asked me so many prompts. im so gonna die. i made up a story. the teacher questioned MY story. hello? im trying. at least listen and not laugh at me bro. she wasnt even listening to me she was looking around elsewhere. she rubbed it so hard on my face that i was 💩 and i was gonna fail. thanks for that very much. exams were  💩 i had been gaslighting myself all this time. that i tried my best. but when i got back the papers i saw zeros for questions i thought i did well in.  as in  A BIG FAT CIRCLE. yes that. results were 💩 teacher comes in. gives us our pape...