alpha tough kid
i was supposed to post this yesterday but forgot.
life update is at the bottom btw.
im bored
i impulsively made a starbucks order umm.. and i feel guilty but hear me out
1. the weather is REALLY hot
2. we need to find happiness during tough times. aka do something nice for ourselves. self love. we should take care of ourselves bc it makes us feel better. (maybe im js delulu)
3. last time i drank starbucks was... idk in march? yeah i think during the march hols I NEVER HAD.
4. yoyo recommended me a drink a long time ago. i was dying to get it. which i finally did.
so im trying to convince myself i shouldn't feel guilty.
OH YAY IT CAME
it's so good omg
and so cute the person wrote happy mother's day on the cover
you should totally get this
but RARELY bc it's expensive i teared up seeing the price
like very rarely.
once in a blue moon rarely.
this is only the third time in my life i've gotten starbucks btw.
and i still feel guilty.
it's white chocolate mocha frappe btw.
w caramel drizzle.
i was having an internal conflict debating whether to get the drizzle or not as if the drink wasn't expensive enough but
i impulsively got it.
NOT regretting it tho.
BECAUSE
IT'S SO GOOD.
and i don't get this often yk.
i think i'm just gaslighting myself i prob shouldn't get starbucks aft this for a REALLY long time.
ok thanks for hearing me out im done
NO this is not the end of my blog.
might as well just give a life update before posting this right.
yeah i'll do that
i'll try to give a life update as positively as i can!
okay so this week has been umm.. tough. but it's ok it was tough for a lot of people 💩💩 i'll just tell myself that the universe is testing me 😀😊😊🙅🙆 but yeah i got this. i'm an alpha tough kid. term 2 will be over soon. and then we have june hols! and then new semester new me.
but still. getting back wa2 papers is so dreadful. but at least we're almost done.. and (personally) i HOPE the worst is over. we've gotten back 4 papers and my success rate is only 25% that says a lot. but the remaining 75% 💩💩 haunting me in my dreams and nightmares LOL yeah i'm praying nothing can get worse than that.
and i hate telling my parents that i screwed up bruh it's really sad.. can't help but feel like a huge disappointment ahahahahaha but trust that things will get better.
i need to do better
i WILL do better
trust.
OK NOW
LET'S GET REAL
POP
IS
IN
NINE
N
I
N
E
DAYS
SINGLE DIGIT. when i set the countdown on my phone i clearly remember having 45 days left
45 --> 9
it's been 45 - 9 = 36 days wow
meaning
we could be receiving our roles anytime soon 💩
100% sure my wa2 grades will betray me 💩
imagine contributing but not getting roles because you screwed up exams in one single term 💩💩💩
i've been getting anxious over roles every single day for an entire week now but it's ok bc once it's out it'll prob be over in 5 minutes 💩
it's not that funny but i'll just pretend it's funny because positivity is key right 💩
IT'S OK. no matter what happens. i will handle it with every single bit of strength left in me. every single bit of strength and willpower i have. i will put to use. WATCH ME.
i am an alpha tough kid. i got this.
ok i think that is all!
wow this is a long blog hope you made it to the end hehehehehe
byee
- sam (alpha tough kid)
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