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yes you read the title, yes it is ACTUALLY TRUE. so let me give you a backstory. see right i am VERY interested in aerospace engineering (fields like flight mechanics, aerodynamics, flight design and space exploration) and i decided to create an account on CollegeVine (this one website where you can keep track of college applications, your portfolio, and contact colleges) so that i could find some colleges that offer aerospace engineering as a course. the only limitation of this, however, is that it only has american colleges. so i updated my portfolio based on my actual scores in ip4 as of now, and created my account as a sophomore (there are LITERALLY no options for Singapore schools/international students in general). so basically right i selected a few colleges, like Massachusetts Institute of Technology, Embry-Riddle Aeronautical University and University of Washington. this step is mandatory btw!  so since i didn't take SAT or ACT i just put 'nil' in there, so i actua...

 okay I’ve actually forgotten about the existence of this MY BAD I had a whole streak last year oh god! I think this is actually the first time I’m posting after POP idk…lowk miss np I miss my babies sm okay but anyway written papers for Os starting this week 🥶🥶🥶 yikes I’m genuinely SCARED I’m not even exaggerating it atp so far two pracs and lc is over and lowk tf was that phy prac bruh does Cambridge genuinely not hv a life can they LEAVE ME ALONE ugh pmo but anyhoo anyhoo hist and eng coming up this week lowk scared for hist but I gyat this rahhh! I give up on eng it’s not like I was wonderful to begin w but wtv icb I relying on hmt BYE  ok but lowk right Os is js recycled throughout the years the questions are lowk the same…or similar at least ..well I shld shut it nonetheless cus it’s not like I’ve been getting raw 6 and all (prelim was horrible) I’m act so unproductive these days like I hv no motivation I have reached my end….im on my death bed no jokes I hope I don’t...

 Its been months since i spawned here like what in the world its actually gone dead lol 

what in the world just happened. like no joke chem was... confusing, to say the least. it's break now and my english teacher is eating into THE PAST 7 MINUTES OF OUR BREAK IM FLIPPING.  anyway can we talk about A and B? for qualitative analysis??? we were supposed to put 50cm3 of B into a conical flask then put some A into it. so basically some co2 was supposed to escape from the mixture as the conical flask is swirled, and we are supposed to record the mass loss, but ykw happened. there was a mass GAIN for me. i swear to the chem gods what in tarnation was that??? like my first reading was 160.16g then my final reading was 160.82g? this was the sequence of my reactions: measuring initial: :|  seeing the mass increase: :0 ... >:| like bro? I SWEAR. 90% of the students of the lab requested for more A and B in an attempt to redo it but this just didn't work 💀🙏 well i guess i'm cooked for that. i love QA. oh yeah speaking of achievements! 1. gap week: i got 2 offers (one ...

 hello guys this is gonna be an essay of a long blog.  i am SO done with gap week like ain't no way. it's supposed to be gap MONTH because hell no who in hentak would actually accept a going-to-turn-16-years-old kid for a week? i ain't gonna learn ANYTHING in such a duration as short as my attention span. *sigh* i have sent out TWELVE. EMAILS. to either 1. no reply or 2. rejection. and these emails date back to the beginning of the june holidays which honestly i don't even know what in the world they're doing. they really took 3-5 business days seriously. CAAS, SIA and Scoot were the ones who actually replied to clarify i'm not eligible, either because i am too young or our school just doesn't have a portal to sign up through. AND TALKING ABOUT SCHOOL PORTAL: i sent mr ong and ms grace (ecg teachers) to open one up and they flat-out said "no." in the most elaborate way possible. literally called me incapable of getting a job in 80728373084582374580...

i'll use this fancy font because i'm feeling a tad bit british today hi hello ok this isn't a life update or anything but yesterday i went to my bestie's house after youth day celebration since it was rainy and i was lazy to take the sheltered way back home then we ended up having a sleepover <3 we studied bio though so 🤍☃️ so we were studying nutrition in humans in bio and then there was the thorax mentioned somewhere. it sounded familiar. it rung a bell. "lorax", i thought. curious, i asked her, "what's a lorax?" and she said it was the chest area. but i was confused because THORAX is the chest area. so i thought lorax would be somewhere nearby. maybe a part at the side of the chest or something. i was so sure it had something to do with the human body. and i searched it up. ha ha ha to my amusement and slight disappointment in my intellectual abilities, i finally realised the LORAX is an orange grumpy gremlin looking creature with more fac...

 LONG BLOG TIME LET'S GO. Starting with updates: 1. I WANNA GO FOR ANOTHER MUN 2. I WANNA GO BACK TO DSO 3. I APPLIED TO COUNTLESS ORGANISATIONS FOR INTERNSHIP 4. I PASSED ALL MY TIMED PRACTICES EVEN THO I DIDNT STUDY XD yes 4 major updates there. now it's cce and my fts are late so here i am typing my fingers off to post a long blog just for you guys. anyway i live laugh love chem guys ms guan was pissed at our practical timed practice but tbh that can't be me lolz chem practical skills are in my blood, in my soul and i can't get rid of it. lowkey they're never gonna test electrolysis bc we're stupid and we may end up electrolysing ourselves after accidentally using potassium metal as an electrode while thinking it's graphite. i finished chem 2024 tys paper and now i have 9 more to go, doing 2023 rn. AND GUESS WHAT i didn't even finish my topical ten year series! this is so cool i love chem. okay now i'm liking physics a LOT more than bio because bi...

 me and my bestie planning to go prom in those inflatable dinosaur costumes with bartender uniforms underneath then breakdance 🤡✌️ show up like this make an entrance like this -atimsa

 i feel like the fossil fuels in the carbon cycle ain't gonna lie -atimsa