u dont need to open this. its ok to not. dont feel peer pressured. everything's fine.

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hi


its time for an anonymous blog because im insecure DONT KNOW WHAT FOR.


and besides NOBADY CARES.


NOTE TO SELF: im a courageous lil lion. i can handle 💩.


IM SO TIRED

iw sleep.


IM SO ANNOYED.

like to extents i cant explain. 



this is



TERRIFYING.




i cant believe this 💩


oral was 💩

i went into the exam hall. ready to get one last thing over with. only to find myself stuttering 123475914832 times. she asked me so many prompts. im so gonna die. i made up a story. the teacher questioned MY story. hello? im trying. at least listen and not laugh at me bro. she wasnt even listening to me she was looking around elsewhere. she rubbed it so hard on my face that i was 💩 and i was gonna fail. thanks for that very much.


exams were 💩

i had been gaslighting myself all this time. that i tried my best. but when i got back the papers i saw zeros for questions i thought i did well in. 

as in 

A

BIG

FAT

CIRCLE.

yes that.


results were 💩 teacher comes in. gives us our papers. get disappointed. siu.

coming to school feels like a routine i dont know if i look forward to. LEARNING NEW THINGS??? as much as it sounds like the picture perfect answer to say and something i might lie about idk.......... 

i have a headache now. I HATE THIS SO MUCH. 



but nuh uh 


remember? im a lion. i will get through this.


i still hate whatevers going on now. its so 💩. i feel the need to do smt SO BAD but i shouldnt and

its

okay


u might not understand 💩 because i havent explained much 💩 but sorry for that i just felt the need to.


yes


bye


i can do it with a broken heart.


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