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 I got a B3 for physics so my mom threw my phone across the dining table and broke it and now i cant communicate with anyone istg.

 Hi my very fabulous humans,  today, you shall be blessed with my very amazing compilation of aura loss moments, so sit back, relax, eat some popcorn and enjoy. so lets break this week dowm, ive had 5876498723398 exams and 4639273787 mental breakdowns lol so onto my moments 1. starting with wednesday, I had a breakdown just before amath, ran into lesson late and asked my teacher if i needed a calculator for the paper, like erm bro thats kinda obvious you do?!! ok that was kinda embarrasing 2. Thursday - Lets talk about csp, i looked at the rearranging the sentences section, went nope, and skipped the whole section, and just bsed may way through that, and for the vocab section, my classmates found the answer in totally different sections, and looked at me like gurl you ok... nope i wasnt after i found out im losing 14 marks, that was even more aura loss 3. now oral guys, i manifested getting my y3 el teacher, but guess what, i got the package, my Y1 and 3 teacher, and my dumb💩...

over the course of my four years in cedar, i have experienced the whirlwind of the five stages of grief. the timeline is as follows: 2022: denial 2023: anger 2024: bargaining and depression 2025: acceptance but there is something else i have begun to see emerge from within the unreachable depths of my soul. it's something dark yet hopeful, motivating yet unsettling.  see, let me give a background. i have changed over the years. physically, mentally and psychologically. i have experienced things that have contributed to my life in the countless ways possible. i may not be as hardworking and work-addicted as i was in primary six, but the tables have turned in my final lap around the track of worksheets, classes and school. i was naive to believe that i would somehow manage to stick the landing in my academics and trust me it was the worst misconception in my life.  the sixth stage of grief, people call it.  revenge. i'm back and i'm ready for whatever comes my way. i'm go...

it's english rn but i don't care. i have decided to research about my preferred uni choice and now i have come back with confusion.  pure. utter. confusion.  so basically, earlier this year, i wanted to be a microbiology expert but now, i want to be a pilot bc i love planes. and i do know how to fly one because i have played flight simulator before and it is the best thing ever. BUT. now instead of taking bio, which i like, i have to take physics, which, honestly, i don't have any idea whether i like it or not. so right now i am in a dilemma. i don't know what to take. bio or physics?????? my dude why can't i take both bio and physics in jc 😭😭😭 i need more time to decide like hold up! lowkey i want to take physics but equally i want to take bio so i guess it's a vote then. i'll ask everyone i know. which may include cedar np unless i'm too lazy. but anyway i will come with more updates. ps the pop gift is breaking my brain why are there so many bugs i...

 Rn we are in physics and learning Practical electricity lol And our cher is explaining wires and like talking about how birds are able to be perched to them without being electrocuted Then she said if on of its legs js touching high potential and the other 0v, it become a fried bird. A FRIED BIRD LOL  The way she delivered it with such monotone with a smile is just cracking me up Now shes destroying the air purifier's plug Live laugh love physics  Byeee

 16 days left Update the date got changed we dk 

 Had a very eventful bio practical last friesday. Yes, so basically we were testing some ph indicator thingy, and guess what, i spent half my time panicking over test tube A, coz guess what, the indicator disappered like instantly like bro wait up my eyes, and meanwhile, my table partner is alr far ahead... LIKE BRO WDYM YOURE DONE WITH TEST TUBE B, AND MY TEST TUBE B SCREWED UP COZ I FORGOT TO ADD SULFURIC ACID, LITERAL SULFURIC ACID LIKE UGH. so i did what any normal person would do and copied her reading and moved on, as she was telling me "thats why you move on". Ok bro, i got it lol. Then my lovely bio teacber walked down and looked at my paper and stared into my soul, then told the class we need to work on time management LIKE IK BRO BLAME IT ON THE TEST TUBE NOT ME UGH. Then the convo went this way Me: oh im so cooked My cher: no youre not cooked*proceeds to walk away*  Me: sighs in pain while cursing inwardly Me: * looks to my table partner* great now what My table pa...

 I hate lab. SO MUCH. like who came up with the genius idea of practicals KYS literally omd. brother it’s js bio practical that is so complicated I swear chem and physics are normal and sane but bio js decided to spawn and make everyone’s life a living hell. AND I HAD A SEVERE 💩 emergency throughout the practical I visited the toilet at least 3 times oh god was that tmi….okay wtv ya AND THEN AND THEN my teacher makes it so scary it’s like if I don’t speed up and finish whatever on earth I’m supposed to do I’m gna die. and my lab partner is like a 183773382929276182 steps ahead of me and she’s SO NEAT I want to kms cus I literally get so stressed looking at her and then my teacher is like staring into my soul I CANT. and there’s alw a million steps to do for ONE set up in bio like pls don’t do this to me at 12 pm i want to sit in the aircon classroom and SLEEP. after a good 45 minutes of cries and panics across the room my teacher is like “okay guys! y’all are suooosed to be done w...

  hello i'm back WE HAD GANG LUNCH like last week and it was awesome. we saw two rats on the way back from woodleigh mall. the gang is so rizzy -rx

so my wa2s are in a week (less than that actually) but for some reason i am chilling but i still feel unprepared. i have to do topical tys for bio and physics so far. chem i have already done tys topical. so i believe i am prepared for chem but i am not prepared for bio. physics is meh. so ukw i have to prioritise! let's see... rankings for sciences i have to study + reason: #1 bio --> i am super unprepared and i still have to revise an entire chapter and do topical tys and frq #2 phys --> i am adequately prepared but not fully prepared as i still have to memo formulas, practical qns #3 chem --> bruv i have already finished hydrocarbons self study i am prepared, i just need ans techniques okay so bio is the top priority, then phys, then chem. i love bio and chem. i don't hate physics but i also don't like it. i still have to memorise the parts and functions of the nervous system and the eye otherwise i will spontaneously combust in the middle of the exam. nah perha...

well guess what i am back and i am in business. everyone knows i can code, right? well i'm using my coding skills to make something SUPER special for y'all because i just love you guys sm! i'll leave regular updates here for the pop gifts and when i see you guys during parade this wednesday i'm gonna ask y'all something after parade. so stay tuned! (this includes persephone as well!) so basically in your pop gift cards i will be putting a link that you will have to click on, and a specific code you have to enter into the input thing in the link. tho i might not know you all that well but i'll try my best! so far i am done creating the codes and now i have to input all that plus my messages into the code :P but there's so much more than that bc i want it to be the best yk like finish it off with a bang! anyway be prepared for my super amazing pop gift... (i am procrastinating too much but i'll finish it trust trust)  -asmita :) update #1: Selene's mes...

 is it just me or did my handwriting decide to change every single year... like it used to be the most legible fine-print thing in existence but now it's full-on a foreign language. atp i don't even know what i'm writing because it looks like some ancient cursive english with random horizontal lines. here's a sample of my handwriting over the years: year 1: The quick brown fox jumped over the lazy dog. year 2: The quick brown fox jumped over the lazy dog. year 3: The quick brown fox jumped over the lazy dog. year 4: The quick brown fox jumped over the lazy dog. like lowkey now my handwriting is in italics. anyway bye