confusion

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it's english rn but i don't care. i have decided to research about my preferred uni choice and now i have come back with confusion. 

pure. utter. confusion. 

so basically, earlier this year, i wanted to be a microbiology expert but now, i want to be a pilot bc i love planes. and i do know how to fly one because i have played flight simulator before and it is the best thing ever. BUT. now instead of taking bio, which i like, i have to take physics, which, honestly, i don't have any idea whether i like it or not. so right now i am in a dilemma. i don't know what to take. bio or physics?????? my dude why can't i take both bio and physics in jc 😭😭😭 i need more time to decide like hold up!

lowkey i want to take physics but equally i want to take bio so i guess it's a vote then. i'll ask everyone i know. which may include cedar np unless i'm too lazy. but anyway i will come with more updates. ps the pop gift is breaking my brain why are there so many bugs in the code :(

i need to attend more events and competitions for physics and aerospace engineering let's be for real. like so far my academic achievements are:

- SBSMP 2024 (research but i did it for bio)
- IMMC 2025 (math modelling)
- Elementz Science Fair Commendation Award 2025

like hello? only 3? vro i am not cooked, not baked, not fried. i'm burnt. charred to a crisp. incinerated to miniscule ash particles. 

so i will be grinding over the holidays thank you. so don't disturb me pls 🙏🙏🙏

kk bye

-asmita

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