gap week

 hello guys this is gonna be an essay of a long blog. 

i am SO done with gap week like ain't no way. it's supposed to be gap MONTH because hell no who in hentak would actually accept a going-to-turn-16-years-old kid for a week? i ain't gonna learn ANYTHING in such a duration as short as my attention span. *sigh*

i have sent out TWELVE. EMAILS. to either 1. no reply or 2. rejection. and these emails date back to the beginning of the june holidays which honestly i don't even know what in the world they're doing. they really took 3-5 business days seriously. CAAS, SIA and Scoot were the ones who actually replied to clarify i'm not eligible, either because i am too young or our school just doesn't have a portal to sign up through.

AND TALKING ABOUT SCHOOL PORTAL: i sent mr ong and ms grace (ecg teachers) to open one up and they flat-out said "no." in the most elaborate way possible. literally called me incapable of getting a job in 807283730845823745802 different languages. this includes sign language.

the last one i sent today was to HTX for robotics, so i'm praying i get that because they said ip4 students can apply so i'm praying for my life because in this situation i'm a newborn. i just got here. don't expect so much from me >:( and babies can't do anything when on the floor other than be pathetic.

i'm praying for replies because i want to get my internship confirmed MAN. is that too much to ask? i'm good at math yall please accept me i love chem as well i got straight As for chem pls accept me what more can i even do with this dysfunctional brain of mine. (i put the fun in dysfunctional.) it's just pure disappointment when you want a reply but you get no reply and i keep sending more and more emails just to be unsuccessful. but you know what? go forth be strong perse is the best i'll get my job trust trust.

can we talk about trump's shenanigans as well? after a heated argument with ukraine president volodymyr zelensky he's sending military aid to ukraine??? like hello, pick a side. you're trying to make america great again, not indecisive. get yourself together, man I'M more decisive than you in mcdonalds. it's horrendous, really. he's stripping the rights of the foreigners who just came there to work. like imagine you're sitting at your desk and then out of nowhere th swat team comes and drags you into oblivion.

anyway let's go i'm done with english oral! i got ms rachel thank my lucky stars she looked interested in my yapping, which is suprising, to say the least. the other teacher was typing away, not really seeming to care at all but she did listen in once or twice. i surprisingly didn't hesitate at all and was all yap yap yap, which is a miracle because i had not even looked once at the topic on sports. fake it till you make it, guys. 

but one thing i would definitely like to point out is my stance. LET. ME. TELL. YOU. i was sitting like a ceo offering a deal to a client like "listen you troglodyte here's the deal" kinda stance. HANDS CLASPED, LEANED FORWARD, LEGS CROSSED. it made me look so wise, and i was actually pretty relaxed, ngl. i usually yap with my fts during dialogue so i guess that made me more comfortabe talking to teachers. 

and can we talk about my WISDOM? i pulled off a quote and daaaaaangle that was one of the smoothest lines i came up with in my entire history of speaking. so here is my quote:

"as the saying goes, you can bring the horse to the canal, but you cannot make it drink the water. similarly, just because the government has power over the nation's citizens, it does not necessarily mean that the resolution implemented by the government will actually work. laws and policies are useless if the people do not follow it. for instance, the government has implemented a $500 fine for littering but we still see litter everywhere. this shows how people are not following this rule on their own accord, which makes this not as effective as expected. therefore, without the cooperation of the people, the government can only do so much."

LIKE. HOW COOL WAS THAT. 

also really funny thing: that day itself my english teacher said that the oral was to test your cognitive abilities. then i guess those who don't do well don't have good cognitive abilities, based on what she's saying. (i think she indirectly called everyone dumb in 8234182387482947 different languages.)

and yalls i'm gonna stay back today just to see my lovely cca my loves! tho i'm still staying in class to finish my hbl homework because i seriously need to lock the hentak in. but i'll still come by, like if i wanna get milo or something. and anyway today's oral so the classroom's gonna be open so i'm safe and the classroom won't be locked up yeah. but note that i will also play doors during my break, likely after i'm done with half my homework then i'll do the rest at home because otherwise my mom gets suspicious about why my teachers ain't giving my homework,

anyway. if you made it till here, great job! i'll sign off here otherwise this will become a scientific journal.

bye bye

- atimsa