cooked or cooking

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 okay I’ve actually forgotten about the existence of this MY BAD I had a whole streak last year oh god! I think this is actually the first time I’m posting after POP idk…lowk miss np I miss my babies sm okay but anyway written papers for Os starting this week 🥶🥶🥶 yikes I’m genuinely SCARED I’m not even exaggerating it atp so far two pracs and lc is over and lowk tf was that phy prac bruh does Cambridge genuinely not hv a life can they LEAVE ME ALONE ugh pmo but anyhoo anyhoo hist and eng coming up this week lowk scared for hist but I gyat this rahhh! I give up on eng it’s not like I was wonderful to begin w but wtv icb I relying on hmt BYE 


ok but lowk right Os is js recycled throughout the years the questions are lowk the same…or similar at least ..well I shld shut it nonetheless cus it’s not like I’ve been getting raw 6 and all (prelim was horrible) I’m act so unproductive these days like I hv no motivation I have reached my end….im on my death bed no jokes I hope I don’t fall sick or anything I was sick half of prelims omg I rmbr when euphro ma’ams were POPing I was SICK and I kept coughing it was so embarrassing and that was lowk me during prelims. okay but this week and the next is fine next next week is the death sentence bro like SHUT UP omg I’m actually gna be crying watch me my dark circles rn is crazy and I stress gained like crazy bruh omg. It’s okay after Os I hv so many plans that I wanna do I can’t wait bruh AND IM GOING JAPAN AHAIN lowk excited but I’m SO SAD THAT ITS PROB DURINH AC TIME so I can’t go AC I’m actually so sad ughhhh it’s okay I’ll support nyx and campers virtually instead ig…I’m so sad I wanna see ma’ams also okay it’s okay I’m prob gna grind again now…the marathon never ends 😔😔😔


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