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i miss NPAP too. i got fomo hence this blog. 

 LALA   LALA   LALALALALA  BYE THIS COMEBACK IS SO EPIC EVERYONE LOOKS UNREAL THIS IS WONWOOS ERA I SWEAR. MY LOVELY 13 MEN ATE UP AND LEFT NO CRUMBS🔥🔥🔥🔥 js saying post NPAP depression hits hard i dont know what to say i wnat to go back RIGHT NOW. MY HTA. MY SC. MY NPAP😭😭 i really want to blog abt this but i think theres too much to say. ill blog in a while. after wa2 trust.  -darumdarimda 

post NPAP depression is kicking in HARD. mercilessly. PNPAPD is a real thing. ill blog ab it aft wa2 ends bc if i blog now i will get cooked by my mom.

 HAPPY BIRTHDAY MA’AM ASHFA!!! 🥳🎉😎😎❤️❤️‍🔥 YOURE THE MOST AMAZING GOOFY KIND NCO OF ALL TIME MAAM (and a teensy bit scary hehe but just 1%)❤️. I can’t thank you enough for so much stuff and I’m forever grateful for that and we could not have asked for more and we love you sm:) and thank you for putting up with our goofiness at moments (you’re my role model let me be honest I look up to you sm) And have a great 16th bornday and #keepslayinggg #kachow💥#AHOL4EVA and #stayhappyandkeepshining✨✨ Sorry I’m just terrible at typing birthday msgs, but I can write great ones hehe😰 ~bananas PS I was trying to avoid you today when trying to do the cleanliness check it was so awkward heheheh

happy birthday Ma'am Ashfa!!!!!!!!! 🆒🆒🆒🆒🆒🆒🆒🆒🆒🆒🆒🆒😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎 heres a poem for u by me aka yogi  (i cant believe my bio teacher called me that im so glad she did )  and saem roar aka garjanai ohhhh Ma'am Ashfa when my food's hot, i say hashsfafaffffafsfshhaa when im high, i say kaccchhhowwwwwwwwww when i see u, i see ur friends too and i wonder, "i love saem too!" saem and i will always be ur successors, what else do we succeed in if not? ur our inspiration which gives us determination ohhh Ma'am Ashfa  we are ur kids. we will always stand next to u. you are the Spar (and star) to our Twine #AHOL4EVA ull foreva be our constellation shining in the sky which we look up to everyday ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐✨✨✨☄️☄️☄️☄️✴️✴️✴️✴️✴️✴️🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌠🌠🌠🌠🌠🌠💫💫💫💫💫💫 HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN keep kachowing  💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥  we love you 🥰🥰🥰🥰 yosista and saem

 HAPPY BIRTHDAY MA’AM ASHFA!!!🔥🔥 HAPPY SWEET 16!!! UR THE BEST MOST AMAZING FUNNY ADORABLE NCO💓💓💓 I love u sm ur like so amazing UR THE BEST BEST BEST BEST NCO ONE CLD EVER GET  IM SO SAD THQT POP IS NEAR CUS THEN WE WONT SEE U OFTEN I ENJOY PARADES SO MUCH CUS OF ALL THREE OF U I NEVER CRY. NEVER. but I alr know im gna be wailing during POP or I’ll just be super sad HAHAHAHA BUT I SRSLY WILL MISS U SM but ig we can talk informally after POP but nothing beats spending time with yall during Parades. I LOVE U SM AND HAPPY SWEET 16 #keepslaying omg wait u take lit I shld write a poem ok nvm I didn’t take lit for a reason IM SRY LOVE U LOTS  -darumdarimda💓💓

i smelt popcorn in the bus. thats extremely illegal. i cant wait for KYM i cant waittstystwdtytwd  saem i think i might cry. ill show u crying emojis if not. bet. yosista  update 😃 it's all OVER and we didn't cry but 👴👴 i can't believe NPAP is over

TW: supa long life update BC I HAVE TOO MUCH TO YAP. OK FIRSTLY happy belated birthday Ma'am Aswatha!!! you are the #slayestHOT and i look up to you a lot! hope you had a nice birthday hehehe HAPPY SWEET 16 💗💗 ALSO STREAM THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT. PREACH MOTHER TAYLOR. NOTED WITH THANKS SAM I AM #HERONLYCHILD EJJDKSKKKDD SHOO SHOO STICK TO TXT OK NOW WE COME TO OBS. HELLO EVERYBODY OBS WAS AB-SO-LU-TA-LY FANTASTIC I LOVE UBIN I LOVE CAMP 2 I LOVE MY WATCH I LOVE EVERYONE I LOVE MYSELF I LOVE HAPPY FOOD I LOVE TREES I LOVE SEA WATER. I HAVE BECOME ONE WITH NATURE. I LOVE OBS it felt like the perfect getaway from daily life. bc ubin is so isolated and secluded from mainland???? ykwim?????? IT FELT SO NICE IT WAS A GOOD BREAK FROM NORMAL SCHOOL LIFE. also im eating my oreo from my happy food. i love happy food WE GOT CHOCOLATE MUFFINS. THEY WERE SO YUMMY IM NOT EVEN KIDDING. ANYW MY WATCH WAS CALLED RAFFLES. and funny story our watch was supp to have 14 people but we went down ...

STREAM THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT  SO GOOD BRRURHURHRRURHRURHRUHD absolutely exquisite! yosista

hi everybody it has been SOOOOOOOOO LOOONGGGG since i saw people im close to and now im missing everyone. we have been so far yet so close. but weve reunited and i cant wait to go back to school. ok maybe not but IW SCH VIBES BACK. OBS HAD BEEN TIRING FUN DIFFERENT WORTHWHILE UNFORGETTABLE MAGICAL AND  if i had a choice i will go back. i thought obs was gonna be like any other camp but when i went there i realised it really was not.  i was worried of how the camp would go cos the only person i knew was from my y2 class she was my tablemate too SHES FROM THE BLACK SHOE FAM. but didnt talk much anymore cos diff classes. i was lowkey relieved i had someone i knew. we talked through the bus ride and reached  ecc (east coast campus) all of us gathered there in our groups.  ECC  YOUHOOOO the 4 watches who went through the same campsites on the same days as my watch were called BRAVO basically 4 watches were called a mobile on the first day, my watch was DAMN quiet. to...

HAPPY BDAY MA'AM ASWATHA💗💗  UR THE MOST  FUNNY  BEST AMAZING HOT 🔥  its quite funny cus 17 apr this year was indeed super hot. #globalwarming #Ma'amAswathaday ANYWAY UR SO AMAZING ILYSM i think in like yr 1 for some ics thing before choosing ccas u were there too and then when there was this break time all the yr 1s told what cca they want then i rmbr u encouraging me to join NP 💓💓 THE BEST DECISION EVER.  I LOVE YOU SO MUCH UR SO FUNNY I CANNOT 💓💓bye i realised how bad i am at wishing ppl im sry... i wanted to say another pickup line but i cant think of any 💀ITS ALRIGHT I WILL GIVE U DURING POP TRUST  -darumdarimda 

 sam has beat me to being head of the tortured poets department 💦 #alwmother'sno.1child no i think we're all tortured 😂😂 i practically went hysterical after chem. i went home i was crying BUT I WAS ALSO LAUGHING 😂😂😂 i am at the mercy of chem. the next day my teacher scolded us for doing so poorly in chem bro marks his papers faster than a chemical reaction 🔥 and then he scolded us the next day also 😂 and he's going to scold us after obs also 😂😂 hence we do not talk about chem. we do not talk about superoxides or oxides wtv nonsense! bcs i will really tear the paper into shreds and throw it at everyone's faces like i almost did during the test. bcs i will really pour some sulfric acid onto the paper. #ihaveselfcontrol the more that my chem cher says the less i know. argh seeing the shape of the word chemistry spells out so much pain 💔 next up we have physics. luck was on my side bcs my pencil broke down. and then i had to label 4 forces and draw diagrams 😋 i ...

 Guys, Ma’ams and basically whoever exists plsss blog more :) 

 What are the chances that I am the only one in Persephone going to Punggol for OBS??? This is so UNFAIR.😭😭. #sulking  Anyways I haven’t bought anything for OBS guys so wish me luck hehe And who are using those slacks from ATC and Y1❤️‍🩹 #Hoping for bento boxes

raindrops teardrops poopdrops (ok ill not make this blog disgusting) IM EXCITED FOR NPAP i honestly can't wait?? but Trainings are gonna end. i don't want them to end. too soon bruh. I LOVE OUR TRAINERS they are the best. idw this to end so soon. ☹️☹️ guess who's happy and downright thrilled about me packing my bags up, leaving home for 1 week. got the audacity to punch fists up the air RIGHT in front of me. im gonna pack for obs on sunday. im just hoping for good groupmates. it's so hot. sg is so hot. can it chill a little. and rain. tips to get better from a cold 1. gargle hot saltwater (tried-and-true father-tested way) it works just trust me in this.  2. drink lots of water 3. SLEEP  4. steamy shower 🤓🤓 and ull get better.  see i told yall that everyone gets to be a horse one day. and this day just seems to be urs! I CANT WAIT FOR NPAP yosista

today is late day the time is now 0720 im supposed to be studying physics which i will. bc if you saw my update in hiraeth you would know how chem went PFFTTTTTTT AHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHDHHSDAHFHREGUIHUIHSSAJHSJAHISHIWH IT WAS SO FUNNY (im neither laughing nor did i find chem funny it was the least funniest thing that has happened in my life till now after my birth /j) idw NPAP to end. iw every single saturday to be at HTA. only 3 more trips to HTA for NPAP you have GOT to be kidding me this is too sad to be true. watch my desiderium shoot through the roof and skies and saturn and neptune and pluto (is it even a planet anymore??) and eventually out of the universe. also im honestly lowkey highkey medium key lock and key looking forward to obs. bc it means running away from reality and school and becoming one with nature and kayaking and hiking and living a tribal life. FOR AN ENTIRE WEEK. WHO WOULDN'T WANT THAT RIGHT. haha the schools we are going with are 👴👴😆😆😆😆😆😃😃💧💧 i will...

 im in sorrow and ill see hell tmr thanks. i have physics it was my lowest last term i think it will be this term too. but no i will keep my hopes high i studied since 7 am i shld be able to do this. watch me come out of the classroom with tears and tissues stuck up my nose. or ill probably be fine lets hope for the best  -darumdarimda

 the physics has not been going and my wa2 is tomorrow 🔥 lemme list out the 💩 i have to clear for the week: - chem wa2 ❌ because it was a flop i swear i was either crying or laughing so badly (did you know: the imh exists because at every table it saved me a seat) chem is just a bunch of atoms studying atoms on a bunch of atoms for all yk it's a fairytale 10 years down the road 😍 - phy wa2. i'm not even comprehending if life is real because a certain someone said physics is just philosophy. the resultant force exerted on me to go study rn is 0.  i just understoof kinematics hahah my wa2 is going to be a D7 atp  - chin wa2 HAHA i haven't started on anything. i'm supposed to research on pulau ubin and it's not going ✌ watch me i'm going to be the one breaking cedar's mt track record of a's teeheheeheeehehahahah. sometimes i feel bad i'm my chinese teache'rs student she's so good and i've been failing her worksheets 💥💥 teeheheheeheehheh...

hiraeth is such a pretty word don't even ask why idk how to explain 🎀🎀 YESTERDAY WAS THE BEST DAY EVER. don't even ask why bc this too idk how to explain 🎀🎀 but it was the best day ever. Training went SO well. and then i came home feeling really happy but i had post-Training depression ofc. ptd! then aft i showered and ate dinner i went to sleep and i had such a good dream ok idk what it was but it was such a happy dream and i woke up to a sick feeling in my stomach then it took me a while to realise that i was actually really sad that the dream was over. and the thing is i don't even remember what the dream was but the happiness i felt in the dream was still there?? i fail to comprehend. AND I WAS FRUSTRATED BC I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW WHY I WAS HAPPY. and im sad i cant be that happy again. it was like a super duper happy dream BUT IDK WHAT IT WAS. but im sad that i cant feel the same way again. it was such a nice feeling im not even kidding. im gonna search for a word t...

 I named the dog plushie milo, the dolphin or whale keychain/plushie bluey and the blue blob “bob the blob”  Hehe ok byeee I’m gonna sleep i have to do cleanliness check at 6.50 in the morning😔 

 The odds have not been in my favour this week 😞😔 I PUT WEEK AND IT AUTOCORRECTED TO WEED EXCUSE ME?! is this a sign :0 (atimsa is this you🙄) I DONT TAKE DRUGS THANK YOU AND IM FINE  Excuse me who is this invading my blog?!

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 GUESS WHAT, I GOT A SOFT TOY AND A SUPER CUTE SHIRT FROM THE REALLY FREE MARKET, AND I CANT STOP SQUEALING AND LAUGHING AND CRYING OUT OF JOY  THE DOG IS SOSOSOSOSO ADORABLE, I'll attach a pic of it +I absolutely love dogs And the shirt omg is so pretty, like the pastel blue is soso cute, and I seriously can’t wait to wear it (guess what, it’s for 10 to 11 year olds-my upper body is so small😭😭🤡💀)  FREE STUFF ARE THE BEST ❤️❤️❤️ I just realised idk how to upload a picture from my phone