my kidneys are excreting my knowledge

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my brain hurts. it is like brain-abetes istg. like in type 2 diabetes the pancreas are exhausted and stop producing insulin/the body develops insulin resistance. well both things are happening to me. my brain has stopped producing the capability chemical to process things and my entire existence refuses to absorb any information. this was seen during a-math when my pea-sized brain took the completely wrong differentiation equation. i was supposed to write dV/dt but i wrote dV/dh. like hello? what was i thinking???? madam brain you there? you online? >:( 

so it's english now and there's five minutes to lunch. these five minutes are starting to feel like five eternities adenosine triphosphate.

my glomerular filtrate probably contains bits and pieces of my ever-so-precious knowledge, and it is definitely not getting reabsorbed in the collecting duct. well i guess my antiknowledgeloss hormone isn't working. i definitely shouldn't have bought that version of antidiuretic hormone off temu.

it is now 1 minute to lunch and i have zoned out. i am honestly surprised i have not been called to answer any question even though my teacher explicitly said that those who didn't answer would mercilessly not be spared. so now here lies the question: do i even exist in my teacher's pov? 

it is 1.40 now and we are supposed to be dismissed for lunch. but guess what. we're not. it's routine to hold us back for at least five minutes, then the next teacher comes in five minutes early. *deep inhale and sigh* *sniff* 

anyway it is kinda sad to see our seniors stop posting, like i really want to know all the tea about jc, especially since i'm going to vj next year... icb we're in year 4? when did it come to this point? i thought i was in p1 yesterday learning addition subtraction multiplication division for numbers 1 to 10 and here i am learning differentiation and possibility of poker cards in math. w amath tho. and chem? phys? i finally understand. i am in heaven, i understand all my sciences... my english cmi though. dw to talk about that. 

alright i will stop here and go get my lunch bye bye
-a5m1+a

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