hbl and scammers >:(

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HELLO! i just want to start off with this very polite message to the school.

SCREW YOU. WHY DID YOU HAVE TO MAKE ME WAKE UP AT 7.30 AM AND PAINSTAKINGLY GET READY WITH MY HALF UNIFORM AND GO TO SCHOOL WHICH IS SO FAR AWAY JUST TO GET THERE AND BE DISMISSED IN LIKE 2 MIN I SWEAR. y'all js wasted like 3 HOURS of my time that i could have used to revise for my wa3, let alone the end-of-years coming in like 2 months. 

okay now that's off my back can we talk about a-math hbl??? like what in the hentak is secant cosecant cotangent. i didn't even learn those. but the a-math teacher kept yappa yappa like "cosecant this cotangent that secant this" like bro was speaking a foreign language. and this one student in the meeting [i am very proud of her] just told him to go slower and he stopped for like 3 seconds then IMMEDIATELY. just continues chitter-chattering about something i know everyone doesn't understand. atp i'm just going to cogive up on a-math. 

a-math betrayed me, now what. oh yes. hindi. hindi betrayed me last year. i memorised the entire synonyms section which has 120 synonyms in my grammar and vocab book, just for the wa3 to test us the synonyms that were in the stupid practice paper. well that was a waste of brain cells. atp i don't even want to study for mother tongue i keep getting 85+ so i guess that's fine for me? i don't even speak hindi at home why should i care. i'd rather learn the squiggly messes of the telugu script bc i practically don't know what i am supposed to learn in jc after sec hindi. why can't there be any higher hindi idc if we have to learn the absolute boredom of kabir das poems and stuff i just don't want to waste brain cells learning hindi in jc1. projects alr terrify me.

i feel like i was so unproductive this entire hbl i don't even know why. i believe it was because of my lack of motivation to study which is unsual because i normally like studying (only certain subjects tho like bio geog a-math e-math) btw today's morning assembly made my knees crinkle. i cycled 10km yesterday just because i felt like it and the decisions i made were immediately regretted. my legs felt like sticks today. they were so stiff i really need to go for a leg massage. plus does anyone else relate to random leg pains even though you never exercised the previous day? i'm sure i'm not the only one who experiences this. 

it's the last period rn it's geography the love of my life. we're doing essay planning for tourism topics and they're out of 9 marks. we submitted our marked assignment essay to the teacher last week but she still didn't return them so i am anxious because i do not know how i am going to revise without a marked sample of my essay. but the teacher did say that the wa3 doesnt require much brain power sooooo... i'm still anxious. well at least i don't take lit and hist my statistical brain could never. 

ok now i feel like i'm yapping. should i blog more?? yes i should

-atimsa

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