Life ain’t all unicorns and rainbows

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 T2W8: the horror of all weeks has approached 

We have literally 3 WAs, and MT oral this week😭😭 IDW TO DO THIS 

Monday: A math and history (I’m sorry I’m not ready for hist)

Tuesday:none

Wednesday:Bio(I’m screwed to the core I haven’t even finished writing notes and memorising I’m so dead help😭💀🙄😩)

Thursday:MT(and what’s worse I still have to attend csp before this sorry I hate my Cher) and our mt teacher gave us the wrong date TWICE and the first time she told us our oral was on a Saturday 💀💀💀

Friday: free not really??

But still we are getting our papers back the next two weeks which I guess is worse because I know I have screwed up English so badly I’m scared for physics because idk how I have done really and the fact is Chem is the only subject I can do and I’m gonna fail bio(sorry bio is boring physics and Chem rule)

I’m dying already I’ve been yapping History non stop and I’m not ready for reliability history is my life and wife and I’m not ready to let it down because I’ve put blood sweat and tears into this subject I love history so much ❤️❤️❤️❤️

The only thing I’m ready is for a math and I’m scared the paper may be hard I’m vv scared at this point sob sob idk how I’m gonna get through this week without a mental breakdown because I’m dying so badly right now I just wanna do well

I CANNOT DO ORAL IM SO FRUSTRATED LIKE MY LANGUAGE IS GOOD BUT MY POINT STRUCTUING IS 😭🫠 IM SO BAD AT ORAL UGH IM GONNA FAIL THIS SUCKS SO BAD

I’m so dead guys I wanna KMS and will do so by the end of the week wish me luck TT😭😭😭😭😭

May the academic gods be by my side 😩 and wish me luck 

This term was horrendous to an extreme I can’t wait for Sem 1 to end then I can take a break and then new term new me I can get over my 💩 and start over afresh at least, life has been really rocky this yr so far, and I need to reinvent myself really💀hopefully wk 8 will ✈️✈️ fly by so it doesn’t seem too bad 


Ok I need a go study bye peeps love yall live laugh love life 


16 days left TT

banana

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