denial is the first stage of acceptance

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the title of this blog is a big fat lie hello where's the logic in that. hi hello u cant be saying that cos u say it alot after a certain someone said it. in my defence i disagree with your opinionated statement. i have been hearing this phrase a lot since the very start. have you ever heard of the 5 stages of grief/acceptance. first one is always denial. okay smarty pants. saem im the og for this. its so #harrypotterera its giving boomers sorry or maybe im js not philosophical enough to understand the deeper meaning. what can i say im not a lit student! no one in our squad is.

i have willed myself to post a short blog.

upcoming major events

chem wa next monday

phy also next week but dk when fridayayayayayay

obs hahaha just watch me

and then POP is gonna be all too near. maybe it's already super near. or maybe it's really far away. we'll never know. iw to set up a count down on my phone hehe. but we dk when it is.

mt aa due next week?? save me i hate recording videos of myself talking in tamil it's literally embarrassment for 4 minutes straight. AWWW U LOOKED LIKE A MINI VER OF SHREK with a big forehead.

oh yes speaking of which our mt teacher played our sec 1 mt aa videos. entire mt lesson was an endless series of 'PLS NO' to our teacher. embarrassing. -932853297/10 not recommended. be glad we didnt have oral in a circle. 

ss aa is stretched over what 4 weeks? i think it ends in wk 7. but it's group work so im not complaining. ur our group leader periodt.

i need to do chem hw. then go for math tuition. then study for chem. then i can sleep today 🤓☝

sleep is great guys. don't lose sleep over anyone or anything. it's not worth it. sleep is too precious.

today is a good day so far. i could actually (kinda) keep up with wtv that was taught today. i think? except emath. im going at my own pace bruh i don't understand 💩 during lesson. amath on the other hand is going great! prob the only subject i can properly do. it's consistent too. i love amath. i love mr ang 

chem is coming along too i think.. but i need to practice. otherwise all is well. currently chem is my best sci as ironic as it may seem! im js happy bio isn't next week LOLzies my phy is dying. nothing is going into my brain. idk if i even have a brain anymore. facts are blurring into myths.

for all yk none of us have brains. maybe it's just a big fat myth that hasnt been busted.

is this a short blog? idk but it's an improvement from my other blogs which are literal essays.

hope this added some spice to your life and made it more entertaining than it already is.

special kind request for Ma'am loml to blog. thank u.

- sa(e)m

happy april fools! #134647 #181206135 #1303 #222 #1509

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