#ALLISWELL

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hello im blogging because

#alliswell

ive been having excessive hair fall recently. like everytime there's hair on the floor everyone in my family go "yoga ur hair is everywhere how many times have i told u to pick up ur hair i can't be doing it for u every single time" i do clean after myself but it's js there?!?!? im sorry but everyone else have hair too. it can't js be mine. it could be my mother's?? my father's or my brother's disgustingly short unkempt hair. jk his hair status has improved. ya but anyw whenever i comb my hair a huge lump of hair falls down. im very concerned. what if

i

become

bald.

idwt become dwayne johnson.. he's basically bald.

do i have cancer...

#alliswell

im going to enlighten myself by searching reasons for sudden excessive hair loss 

ok they look very 😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐🙊🙊🙊🙊🙊🙊🙊💃💃💃 but itsokay

#alliswell

also a few weeks ago i was walking to the bus stop in the morning. i was only half awake. ive a habit of crushing crunchy looking leaves so that day i saw one crunchy lookin leaf and crushed it with all the might i had. my pleasure went ☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝ then i realised something was wrong cos it was extra crunchy for some reason. so crunchy. i looked at it. IT WAS A BABY SNAIL. I KILLED IT. guess what i did?

think deep.

like deep deep.

deep deep deep deep.

what would i have done?


not too deep.


i ran away sorry. i felt awful. i didnt know what to do. uw me to perform burial isit. i conveyed this to someone and that did not help because she started to guilttrip me saying that it would have been going home to their parents I FEEL SO BAD OK #unexplainable. i searched google ab such incidents and one of them said that the kindest thing one should do would be to EUTHANISE the snail by crushing it quickly with a good amount of force. whatever that means. i did nothing. i ...... left it there. i left it to suffer. im a terrible person. the thing is i actually dont even know if it died or not?!? but it probably would have decomposed by now so no use whining ab it now.

i accidentally slipped and thankfully landed on my butt on the staircase today lol. #embarrassing i was waving to someone. #badluck #cringe #awkward

tomorrow is hbl i love hbl i love home i love my bed i love my family.

i have been extremely extremely extremely moody lately and i cant do anything ab it. i hate that ab me but idk whats happening bruh its so annoying cos it doesnt only affect me but people around me too.

ugh

life

is

unprecedented

unfair

strange

beautiful

but i only live once so ill do it right.


say this to urself.

all

is

well.


yosista.



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