a for a-math b for geog c for physics and bio pt. 2
one experience: i will call my NCOs Ma'am A1, Ma'am A2 and Ma'am R. Yes. So my senses are like heightened when it comes to going to the nearby shopping mall ever since i have found out that Ma'am A1 lives incredibly near me. and she knows where i live because of the Nominal Roll so i am living in constant terror that she will murder me in my sleep. or show up somewhere near my condo and give me the most "i have encountered a death trigger and i shall wither away" sort of scary jumpscare. This has occured ever since i saw her at the downtown line station i get down at which is extremely close to my home.
update #1: i passed phys by one mark SCREW PHYSICS. idw physics anymore. i give up. i feel so guilty that my mom accepted my C so hesitantly i swear im in for a lecture in the car when she picks me up :( so i got 21/40. i have clarified and done so many things to clear my doubts and wa1 is the simplest so i might as well fail y3 physics. can i change my subject combi to double science later. but i'll improve and physics, imma screw u up just wait and watch. idw to do corrections rn ik why i was wrong. so many stupid careless mistakes im doing the entire physics practice book overnight and i don't care about insomnia because i wanna make a comeback in term 2. the teacher's microphone is ringing so loud it's vibrating in my head and omg i hate her teaching methods. she's too fast, bruh. units and kinematics took like 3 weeks and then she gave us dynamics worksheets and told us to go learn on our own, ofc i'm gonna fail wdh was i thinking. the entire paper was just dynamics and little of kinematics and units. obviously i won't understand anything. so many careless mistakes tho. i just had a mental breakdown in class and that was just 10% because of possible embarrassment. i'm very sure quite a few ppl in my class failed, but smh they ain't crying. i admire them. can someone tutor me for physics. other than my mom. idl my teacher so ukw imma et up a tution class w my mom because she is a so much better teacher than my phys teacher. i'm not crying as hard either because of a-math today, and yes i am still happy. only for a-math. if bio is better than phys, i'm just hoping that the happiness and sadness will cancel out and i woud be normal, because bio is right after this. also, i'm pretty sure i'm going to break down in tears when i stay back for the clc prep i have with my squadmates tdy. rlly i just hate my physics teacher. she legit said ask more qns even tho whenever i raise my hand she just goes on and on and on and on, and just doesn't stop so i never even get to ask the qn. like what am i supposed to do, raise my arm for no reason more frequently? i had a reassurance buldak before physics tho, so i'm a bit happy abt that. can i go home. i wanna go home and cry. and let my mom teach me better than this sloppy lesson.
anyway. for bio i am a bit assured that i did okay, like maybe an A or high B+. because right after the exam i found out that many ppl wrote exocytosis instead of endocytosis when it clearly showed a transport vesicle merging with the phospholipid bilayer/cell membrane and releasing some particles to the surroundings of the cell. but i'm pretty sure i did the same as physics because now my explanations for the qns seem extremely weird. we'll see. because no one in my family understands bio. So far my GPA subjects are chem, bio, a-math, english, geog and e-math. i still have yet to know my chem, bio, english and e-math results. i am PRAAAAYING. that my gpa is average, like 3.75 or something. please. gpa gods i hope u can hear me. otherwise i'll imagine a microphone and use my brain to speak into it and make my voice 100000000x amplified.
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