a for a-math b for geog c for physics and bio pt. 3

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 SS. SS stands for Supremely Sucks. idl ss like why the hek do we have to learn about random things like dramatization and reliability isnt that what we learn during cce ????? ugh. my mood for today just went to an all-time high to an all-time low i hope it goes back to normal by the end of the school day... Also thursday and friday mark the days my handbook will be filled with homework assignments to be completed for the march holidays, but i'm going on vacay so imma do everything right after it's assigned, even if it means skipping meals. i'm so unhealthy i knowwwwwwww but i won't have time what. and i can't just do it on the plane... unless i can. maybe offline work on the 5 hour plane and maybe some crocheting so i don't get distracted and end up using my phone. 

next topic: crocheting. crocheting is one of the 2 visual arts i'm actually good at. other than colouring. it's still physics are you kidding me. u know what. forget about physics. anyway. crocheting is my passion. crocheting is my dream. i have saved up exactly 80 dollars and 10 cents to get a TON of yarn for my ocpp because my ocpp is crocheting :) okok i got 8 more minutes till bio. i have to crochet one frog and one octopus so far for my NCOs, last one still didn't decide. i have to get green wool and orange wool and beads for eyes and filler cotton because i ran out of sponge. i am genuinely going to have a second mental breakdown in the car and come home crying, finding this new determination to study on the plane, so ukw no crocheting on the plane TO vietnam, but i didn't say no crocheting on the plane FROM vietnam, so i will study on the flight to vietnam, but while coming back i shall crochet the frog and the shark. i need to screen record some youtube tutorials using my youtube screen time, but u know what i will save the screen time and i shall write down the instructions on a piece of paper and then put it in my bag that i will carry, where the rest of my crocheting materials will be kept. i'm so productive. oh my gawd. my physics teacher is exceeding the lesson time. it's 2.21. we end at 2.20. how dare she. AND NOW SHE's ASSIGNING HOMEWORK. THE AUDACITY. 

okies my bio teacher is here. i will update in a bit wait here. 

update: bio also sucked. i mean i get why, but why are my answers so horrible >:( i really need to get my game on tho. i've been studying like i did in year 2 but this does not even help one bit istg. so u know what i will say the same thing i said for physics. biology, i am okay with you, but i am determined to get better.

okay today i have guests coming over later, basically my cousin, her husband, and his mom and dad. i've never seen the husband before actually, because they got married like 10 days ago. congrats to them ig. but istg today was very bad because i was like almost crying in the car, but thank you to my negotiation skills i convinced my mom to not scold me. and she did not want to scold me either so luck was on my side today. i just hope that chem, english and e-math will be okay because i need my gpa to be okay. i need a 4.0 for english, 4.0 for e-math and 3.5 for chem. i really need to maintain my gpa if i want to be proud of myself. yes i am my own enemy. wow this post is slowly degrading in emotional positivity HAHAHAHAHAAAAAA but i'm high rn because of the ac in my room it's making me half asleep and go kookoo. also i wanna go for the ndp selection trialsssssssssssssssss im revising my Drills so tirelessly can everyone just notice my efforts please and thank you. 

i just genuinely hope i get invited for the selection trials because i want to be featured on tv and not only that, it's kind of a way to show my appreciation for singapore (help this sounds scripted but I SWEAR IT AINT.) so anyway uh yea i'll end here this has been a long rant of my day yes yes. wait let me do a word count: HOLY HENTAK 2049 WORDS. OMG I BEAT SAM. this wasnt even a competition this is just a normal blog but i sincerely appreciate your efforts for lasting through this entire chunk of more than 2000 words. a literal essay. more than that actually. okay okay u know what i'll stop here. long blog coming again tmr! (probably this long again help)

-atimsa

LAST ONE WOOOOOO IM DONE.

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