The insanity of life (and school)

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 OK SCHOOL (y’all know what) YOU AND I HAVE BEEF RN. WHO IN THE RIGHT MIND PLANS 4 WAS CONSECUTIVELY. I HAVE EL AND EMATH ON TUESDAY AND IM NOT AT ALL READY, PHYSICS ON THURSDAY (IM GONNA KMS THIS ONE WHATS WITH KINEMATICS AND GRAPHS URGH I CANT UNDERSTAND A SINGLE THING) AND BIO ON FRIDAY WTV IS WITH RIBOSOMES AND TURGID FLACCID HYPOTONIC ISOTONIC UGH AND OTHERS UGH THEN DRILLS THEORY ON WEDNESDAY DO YALL WANT ME TO EVEN EAT OR SLEEP IM ACTUALLY GONNA RELAPSE INTO ANOTHER PANIC ATTACK AND I HAVENT SLEPT IN DAYS LIKE SCHOOL WHAT HAPPENED TO THE 3. WAs PER WEEK EXCUSEME I WANNA KMS RIGHT NOW I NEED TO RANT AND THERE IS THE SEATING ARRANGEMENT THING FORMY CLASS AND EVERYONE DOSENT WANNA CHANGE IM ACTUALLY BANGING MY HEAD IN THE WALL IM SO STRESSED IM LITERALLY BEGIND SCHOOL WORK AND ON TOP OF THAT I HAVE CSP HOMEWORK AND MY TEACHER IS CFM GONNA SCOLD ME IF I DONT SUBMIT BY THURSDAY. MY MENTAL HEALTH IS JUST📉📉📉📉📉📉📉📉 HOW AM I EVEN GONNA SURVIVE THIS YR TERM ONE ISNT EVEN OVER😭😭😭😭😭 bye I’m gonna jump of the right floor of the building and never return😭



Sorry this will not make sense but you get the gist hehe

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