red velvet brownie and sparkles

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i have 7 wa1s in a row this is just plain INSANITY i am a soon-to-be 15 year old who has a lot more to experience in life. not a 37 year old woman getting 3 hours of sleep each night and surviving on coffee candy sitting in front of her laptop scrolling mindlessly through documents INSTEAD OF INSTAGRAM. and it's not even term 2 of sec 3 yet we're barely done with term 1. also can i just say that day 1 of our CLC is falling on my birthday! im definitely looking forward to seeing how i spend my birthday at our very first self-organised Camp that's very cool 🆒🆒

so! tuesday i have emath wednesday i have english and bio and DRILLS THEORY TEST I AM ykw wtv time to suck it up and thursday i have FRENCH BRO IDK WHAT IS GOING ON IN FRENCH IT'S A MIRACLE IF I EVEN PASS and friday i have physics then monday i have chemistry and tuesday FINALLY i have amath. at least there's more time for our Campcraft Practical Test. 

anyway ya i have a total of 8 tests this week including Drills Theory Test. how to sleep???? you tell me how to sleep???????? i searched online and apparently teenagers aged 13 to 18 are supposed to get 8 to 10 hours of sleep every night. let's forget about unrealistic beauty standards for now ok can we please talk about these unrealistic SLEEPING standards. this is a much more concerning topic than beauty. kidding but i hope all of you are getting enough sleep. 

i remember last year for eoys i went to sleep at midnight and woke up at 3am to study. on a normal day going to sleep early and waking up at 3am is a good idea. not when you go to sleep at midnight. it was absolute trash. i felt like i died and forgot who i am.

i want to eat my red velvet brownie but my dad said i can only eat it after i finish my lunch but ive been eating my lunch for 2 hours because im lazy to eat. BUT IM ALMOST DONE i cant wait to eat my red velvet brownie.

also i realised obs is nearing day by day. it's becoming real. idk whether to feel happy or scared or absolutely terrified because all ive heard about obs is the nightmares of kayaking and endless hiking. someone told me that they had to kayak for so long that even if they had to go to the toilet they had to do it in the sea. HOW DOES THAT WORK BRO HOW DOES ONE DO IT IN THE SEA????? HOW? 😭😭 no matter what i will hold everything in during obs. im not doing stuff in the middle of the ocean im sorry. no 🙅‍♀️🙅‍♀️ big nono 🙅‍♀️🙅‍♀️🙅‍♀️🙅‍♀️🙅‍♀️🙅‍♀️🙅‍♀️

ALSO I POLISHED MY BOOTS YESTERDAY it was half success and half disastrous. so you see right i polished one Boot first. IT WENT GREAT. IT LOOKS SO PRETTY. i sent so many videos and pictures to yoga amrutha en xi and syaizah. then i started on the other Boot and it kinda went well at first BUT in the middle of my hardcore polishing session my dad called me to eat dinner. me being the good daughter i am went to eat dinner. then i came back and saw that my first Boot was more shinier than the other one. so i thought "ok ill polish it more now" BUT NO. IT BECAME MORE MATT. AND I TRIED EVERYTHING I COULD BUT IT BECAME MATT AND IT WOULDNT SHINE. i was extremely frustrated because IT WOULDN'T SHINE i added so many layers but it just became worse. i tried adding more water but it became worse. i tried using the cleaner part of the cloth but it became worse. so now i have one extremely shiny Boot and one very very dull and matt Boot. it's funny right now but it won't be if i turn up with contrasting Boots on wednesday for Parade.

but i love the shiny Boot it looks so nice. polishing Boots is a revolutionary experience i always feel like a new person after making my Boots shiny. highly recommended. it's like cleansing yourself it feels so.... LIFE CHANGING if that's what im trying to say. you may think it's just polishing Boots but NO. IT MAKES A DIFFERENCE IN YOUR LIFE. BECAUSE WEARING SHINY BOOTS MAKES YOU FEEL VERY POWERFUL. it feels like i rule the entire world except i dont but it's fine at least my Boots are shiny.

i like shiny things but id marry you with paper rings 🔥🔥

ok i should probably go do my work! after all i have 8 TESTS IN A ROW 8 TESTS ARE YOU KIDDING ME i wish someone was kidding and pulled a HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY card but unfortunately april 1st is too far away.

bye happy sunday (i hate sundays because the next day is monday)

- sam

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