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 i am not ok i have a e math english physics and bio wa next week i want to cry atp im crying for everything i have english and e math on tuesday and then physics on thurs and bio on friday im not ok. my bio cmi. then right got Drills and Campcraft test pls i cannot 😭😭 i rlly cannot and i dont even know what i did until now and i woke up at 3???!!!! no nothing happened i stayed in my room the universe is fine but like i did e math and i did english and im still doing english so i havent done much??? im very confused with the orientation of the day because i feel like i havent done anything and its been more than 12 hours since im awake im sobbing. i feel unreal ugwim like whats going on i feel drunk everything is blur blur like me and i dont even know whats going on. and i dont have motivation u have no idea how many times i went to the mirror and said i can do this then came back and stared at the ceiling. i want to fast forward and become 80 years old like my great great grandma and js sit on the bed watch funny funny drama saying i got hip pain. what a chill lifestyle. the funny thing is i alr feel like a grandma but cant be as chill as her. ik the irony. i have been sleeping for 6 hours which is not enough for me i am a kid who once had 10 hours of sleep a long long time ago. i want to kms and im not even joking. so many things are happening its too fast for me LIKE SLOW DOWN GEEZ WHATS THE RUSH and i love physics but all my concepts are there but my answers are not to the point and my cher keeps crossing me out. LIKE UHHH I CANNOT ANYMORE LA bio hopeless alr bio in north pole im in south pole got no chance to meet so wtv i give up im very very pissed by sister keeps pestering me im not even kidding when i say i will take a shoe and slap her across the face even if my mom is right there i cannot anymore ok im done ranting for now i need my coffee 

-darumdarimda

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