tried finding x in my life equation but all i got was an unanswered y

hi

we have 4 exams per year one 10% one 15% another 15% and all of a sudden 60%?? we have hw alm everyday and they give us 2 days if we arent free but does it really help? no. we still get so much hw and apart from this projects group assignments presentations essays plus other classes tds cca and some also have tuition like 

.......

and they tell us to 

life is short so have fun. make memories ⭐⭐⭐

like what memories bro??

im leaving home at 6.30 and coming back home at around 8 

am i high? no. are u high? i hope not.

its not like theyre teaching us whats insurance or how to pay for a house

no.

lets learn what x is! 😊😊😊😎😎😍😍

lets cram unnecessary information inside of ur brains and right after the exam

throw it all away and say byebye ✋✋✋

because in the end who cares ab anything? its all ab that perfect grade 

i need schools to accept me and my parents to be proud of me like obviously right. what else would we want

they alw say 

if u need help let us know 

we are here for u 😚😚😚😚

but are they really?

ok but cedar is q ok 

speaking of which it has been 3 days since school started its alr gonna be a week bruh first day of school was kinda boring ngl but second and third was fun and ig better in a way

new class new people there are 9 scholars i think they probably very smart most from indo some thailand and one from vietnam their school experiences very diff very chill they say its boring so far goodbye

omg a few days ago before and during new years i got sick AGAIN 😭😭😭 at first i got a headache then sore throat then i couldnt sleep at night and started vomiting BRO IT WAS SO BAD i couldnt eat anyt much also i hate getting sick i had to drink so much medicine and i got stomach aches trust me u wouldnt wanna get it i went to the doctors then they ask if covid i never check ahahaaha we never check temp cos lazy so my father js anyhow to the doctor funny the doctor was like "if yall not inclined to check then wait for 2 days and see how it goes" lol then he give more medicine ughhhh i was freezing at the clinic my parents were making fun of me ok so mean like no joke they were js smiling grinning at me they imitated me like UM HELLO??? im suffering here they somemore ask whether im fr sick or if im acting DID IT LOOK LIKE I WAS what were they on. ya then i was sick for 4 days it came on and off then on new years eve i decided go ikea cos i felt somewhat better BUT IT WAS SO COLD OVER THERE i was shivering so much and my teeth were chattering YA my fever shooted up and everyone said i was cold?? i wish i hadnt gone yk theres this ice cream at ikea I COULDNT EAT THAT cos i was sick so i had to eat some hot dog bun IT WAS SO TASTELESS I DIDNT LIKE IT eeee ya oh then no one talks to u like ur js sitting in a corner no point of coming they treat u like u need special help (ok i needed it) my father gave me glucose for energy then they even went to the point of leaving me at home then going for dinner since i was in a super frail state but they ended up ordering from home lol OK THEN we went home they chatted till 4 i was at my room calling my mum every so often i probably sounded like a baby it was so embarrassing then the next day we decided to go to take blood test at emergency unit it was only to make the visit faster but still took 4-5 hours and i personally think that my case was an emergency ok. they made us wait for 2 hours then they stole my blood it was deep red and MY WHOLE BODY HAS THAT BLOOD THATS SO SCARY then they made me sleep on a bed they injected something it made the place where they took the blood from cooling ya they gave me so many cups of water they were so nice omg i lowkey wanna go back heheh like legit it was nice. in the middle right after they took blood i went out for a while to talk to my mother i felt like fainting and my head was spinning i couldnt process anyt. ya but overall experience at hospital 7/10! i also saw other ACTUAL emergency cases. anyw ya we didnt do much for new years i couldnt eat cake since i was sick. all plans cancelled i wanted go countdown it seemed so fun but issok. next year but anyw main point was that it was a viral fever. not a great way to start the new year. but my house habitat was helping me the whole time which was a bigbig plus point it felt so nice to not get up for ANYTHING it comes straight to u without even asking it was like heaven guys. but take into account that i was indeed actually actually sick so i had my main character phase for 1 week it was amazing great marvellous fabulous fantastic 

ok ive let the whole world know i got sick now. i feel accomplished in life. im feeling so unprepared for next week. lessons are starting. js looking at the books makes me wanna cry but i can do this. i will ace sec 3 ive great mentality with growth mindset tyvm

happy birthday Ma'am Haafizah! ur SUPER NICE like damdamdamdamdamdam nice. 

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