chasing that feeling

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disclaimer: this blog is about me going into sec 3! NOT about the song 'chasing that feeling'.

classes were released today!

my motto for sec 3 probably gonna be 'i prepared to die' 💀💀

honestly idk how to feel about my class 😭😭 there are people i want to be with and dw to be with but its ok that's life right! if life slaps us in the face we get slapped and keep going 💀💀💀💀💀 because roller coasters aren't fun without the downs! it won't be fun if we just keeping riding up in the sky yk we need to go down sometimes. maybe going down is scary at times but overall we end up having a lot of fun right? THAT'S LIFE! 

hold on wait if you don't like roller coasters IM SORRY 💀💀 IM JUST USING THIS EXAMPLE AND COMPARING IT TO LIFE IM NOT ASSUMING ALL OF YOU ARE HUGE FANS OF ROLLER COASTERS OK (i love roller coasters ok i went to universal studios after 3 or 4 years at the start of november AND I HAD THE TIME OF MY LIFE i rode the human roller coaster and cylon like at least 2 times each and i went on the mummy ride more than 5 times if im not wrong 😝🤟 it was SO FUN iw to go back 😭😭😭😭 i love universal studios SO MUCH)

anyway! tbh sec 2 was the best roller coaster ride of my life.. there were so many ups and so many downs and honestly it felt super annoying at times to deal with certain things but i think in the end it was all worth it! now i can only pray that sec 3 goes well too hahahahahahahaha 😭😭 i mean.. as long as we try our best for everything we'll have no regrets right? ya i would like to declare that i have NO REGRETS for sec 2. it was very fun. no regrets.

i mean YA I MADE SOME STUPID DECISIONS AND REGRET THEM A LOT LIKE EVEN RECENTLY A FEW WEEKS AGO I MADE A NOT-SO-SMART CHOICE.. almost got a heart attack bruh 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 ya ill NEVER talk about it anyway i won't elaborate further but ya i do regret some questionable (and maybe not so responsible) decisions ive made this year but i think ive.. regretted them enough and also apologised?? ykwim? LIKE I CANT KEEP THINKING ABOUT THE MISTAKES AND BE DEPRESSED ABOUT IT RIGHT???? what's important is i learn from them and don't make the same mistakes again and be a better person 💪💪 so time to move on to 2024! (if you're reading this and ive made a mistake and pissed you off or hurt you im so sorry 😞😞)

i hope i make new friends..... i cant stick to the same people so im kinda worried about that but trust i will BREAK OUT OF MY SHELL AND FACE THE WRATH OF SOCIALISING. im infp/intp for context so socialising is not my thing but im extrovert around friends so 🔥🔥 im as good as a hyperactive caffeine-overloaded wild animal on the loose around my friends but around strangers im...

literally a rock.

so umm i think im a little scared to make new friends and i heard there are new scholars coming to our class?? 😭😭😭😭 AND LIKE one of my classmates for next year is apparently super worried like WOMAN IS STRESSING ABOUT IT like there's no tomorrow but 🦶🦶 idk anymore I JUST WANT TO MAKE IT OUT ALIVE BRUH THAT'S MORE THAN ENOUGH

jiayou everybody we can make it through sec 3 😭😭 daunting indeed but its ok we can do this

i have a feeling sec 3 is gonna be a SCARY roller coaster 💀💀 yk those ones that are super scary you're left traumatised after the whole ride 💀💀💀💀💀 HELP I HOPE SEC 3 ISN'T THE TRAUMATISING TYPE OF ROLLER COASTER I HOPE I HAVE FUN 🤟🤟🔥🔥

anyway ya i think that's how i feel about sec 3!

HELP TAEHYUN FROM TXT IS GOING LIVE AND HE WAS TALKING ABOUT CHASING THAT FEELING 😭😭 i have summoning powers everyone this is evidence

ok that is all for today! byebye

please blog more 🙏🙏 been refreshing for a long time but no blogs 😞😞

- sam


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