what is wrong with me today

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hey guys it was alm my third time blogging yesterday but i fell asleep so im back again today 

i apologise if i am being a nuisance but

i

cant

help

it.

anyw i miss NP so much. ive been rereading my refls over and over again and they are so cringe???

and i js realised that i had been very ambitious when i was young. and i still am

when i was 8 i wanted to have so many jobs i smh planned it out

0800 - 1300: primary sch teacher

1400 - 1800: doctor

1800 - 2100: dance teacher 

then when i turned like 11

i had dreams of getting into an ivy league school (i still do??)

and when i was 12

i wanted a phd in science and to become a neurosurgeon

when i was 13

a psychologist or a economist

now i wanna do like dermatology and still thinking of neurology cause I LOVE BRAINS and what is life without brains

but then these are all like way out of my league, too good for me, beyond me yes u get the point.

my ocpp this year was ab neurology too @Ma'am loml this says alot alot alot alot.

yes

i wanted to talk ab ambitions cause since i've been blogging q alot nowadays my brother asked me whether i was a news reporter to be blogging every so often like

whats his problem.

turns out i have PAD too

imagine turning up at the airport today evening (very descriptive tyvm Ma'am) to send off Ma'am ssl to a snowy country. couldn't be me. at all. totally.

ill blog again soon 

edit: I have a feeling the Ma'am who posted "rain" is Ma'am Avanthika. 

yg

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