my hand cramps + news!!

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 hello hello its ur least favourite ranter here :)

so i just had coffee and i'm high on caffeine. and today was our history eoy and we had to write like 5 essays and one paragraph in 1h 30min and i was writing so fast with no breaks my right hand is completely stiff rn like i can't even move my wrist. and tomorrow is math so y'all math teachers better be lenient on my curved graphs okay >:0 

it's been a vvvvvv long time since i posted a long blog, so here i am using my 15-minute break in ypt to type a blog. i was doing math just now, because math eoy is tmr and i was doing a practice paper from this tution site that was honestly very funny because when i printed the paper it had random 'tution with jason' in like a very formal font just pasted randomly on every page. 

so i finished that paper alr, and i'm yeeting out every single sec 1 practice paper that i could find in my shelves of math files, and i found 3 practice papers, so thats great i guess? they are musty crusty and stale-smelling. gosh i saw a spider too [BITE ME PLEASE]. and also my hand cramps got worse. >:( why.

anyway here comes the news part:

my birthday is coming in 26 days!! WOOOOOOOOOOO i'm finally turning 14! [PS im the youngest but tallest in persephone why does this keep happening ah im also second tallest in my class AND im second youngest.] so yea i'm practically the immature behemoth of the squad so.... ya. and im FINALLY getting a bicycle [I KNOW HOW TO USE ONE OKAY] after my exams. and i hate csp. i feel like dying with csp. im actually at my breaking point with csp. the teacher is almost deaf and i cant even clarify my doubts without him shouting "WHAT?". 

so.

i'm quitting csp in year 3. 

:|

yes. i am. 

anyways i'm listening to my ordinary life by the living tombstone and it's high-key a bop. y'all should listen to it honestly! [#smilingthroughthepain] my sister just finished her hindi psle and apparently the question she got was so similar to the question i got for my psle. so yey she has experience i guess. tmr is her science and I BET. she will come home, sit in her room and lie down on the floor and be absolutely confused on where to start in her bucket list for the 'afterlife' of psle. whup we all experienced it before NOW GET OVER IT AND START WITH THE FIRST ONE.

idk why but i'm studying on my own these days and i feel so stressless. like usually my mother would just keep on pushing me on and on and on and on and honestly, it would get so tiring. speaking of stress, the stress put on me by my mother to prepare for psle made me go at my all-time skinniness. like i saw a picture of my in p6 after psle and i stared at it like:

:|

[compares myself now to myself then]

>:0

and yes i felt body shamed because i gained like a whole lot of weight [even height lol and i didnt even stop growing BUT I WANNA STOP GROWING]. speaking of height, it's very annoying to be always hitting my head on the handrail thingies that like hang from the horizontal pole from the ceiling in the buses and trains [??? iykyk] so the thing is. every time i get up from my seat. my head just bonks on those thingies and IT IS ANNOYING. like i have to hunch my back and sorta bend my neck like a giraffe bending down to drink water. so it hurts my neck too. [and that is one reason why being short is great.]

im honestly happy that my long-lost p6 friend decided to shift to my condo, so now we can study together and i can teach her cycling [yes she does not know how to cycle. YET.]! it feels great to have a bestie back honestly. like at last there's someone i can study with and hang out with who i actually know and am friends with.

reminds me of this one time i was jogging around the condo in my red vca shirt [because why not] and i saw this random vs dude just walking into the condo. then he saw me and was like giving me the side-eye like I KNEW HE WAS LIKE "wait the hekking hek she from cedar???????" AND HIS FACE LOOKED LIKE A FISH. LIKE BRO WAS SO CONFUSED THAT CEDARIANS EXIST. anyways i ignored him then he just walked into his tower. LIKE THAT WAS THE STUPIDEST FACE I SAW ANYONE MAKE. 

so uh enough of my stories lol it's been more than 15 minutes but i honestly BELIEVE that i'm prepared for math tmr. im also pretty sure the almonds i ate probably already digested and the amino acids already made my wrist go muscled. like it is SWOLLEN. it looks like i twisted it or smth. speaking of injuries i scratched my left arm on the door's corners and i have a gash [approx. 2cm] that was bleeding a lot [but now it stopped dw dw] on the back of my arm [it would look so badass if it was just 4 cm longer and a bit more deeper >:0 ] 

anyways i hope i gave you some of my life stories that made you fall asleep cuz y'all better rest ah. dont come to the exam with eyebags and a thermos with coffee. [i just realised i stained my shirt with coffee but dont worry its nothing a little tide detergent can't help with] so bye bye i will blog again probably on wednesday or even tmr [if i have the time] and yes yes i will do a long blog again :)

-ag

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