post-ATC (b's version 🫀)

ATC is OVER 🗣️🗣️ 🔥🚨‼️ wow i think it's been the most stressful anxiety inducing 3 days of my life but it was quite fun at the same time? idk how to explain it i was counting down the days to go home, but im thankful for the experience as well! 

and also i read all of our Ma'ams blogs i really feel like crying 😞😞 thank you for motivating and supporting us Ma'ams, love you 🔥💕 i remember reading the message our NCOs sent us before ATC, and i tried my best to think about their words whenever things got tough, so thank you Ma'ams!

okay back to ATC we start from when we arrived there! we got into our groupings and started building our tents 🏕️ cedar was the only unit who knew how to build the tents (#cedarnpontop) i was so proud 🥹 and so yes we built our tents (got scolded for exceeding timing) and then uh what happened after that ah i think it was dinner 🍜🍜 all hail uncooked salty maggi 🙏🏼 it just brought back memories from AC last year tbh, it was fun having dinner though (not so fun getting scolded so much for missing mass tins though...) but yes then we washed up and the toilets weren't that bad! i've seen way worse toilets so that was a big relief!! and we managed to shower in time and stuff and got back to the canteen for BONDING GAMES!! i was so tired by the time we played the bonding games (it was 9pm) i felt like dropping to the floor and sleeping any moment 💤🥱 but i tried my best to stay awake (trust) and soon enough we got to sleep! but my homesickness and anxiety started kicking in 🥴😣 and it was so hard to sleep the tent was so stuffy and hot 🥵 i think me and yoga (yoga special mention!!) woke up at 12 1 2 3 4 and 5am this was actually so funny the rest who couldn't sleep were whispering in the tent at like 3am and whenever i woke up apparently i sat up stared at everyone and went back to sleep ☠️☠️☠️ goofy ah but suprisingly it wasn't difficult to wake up at 6am the next day (hip hip hooray) and so yes we washed up had our funny lemon puffs OMG YK two of my group mates ate their lemon puffs with tuna... weird but they said it was amazing so okay sure (me and yoga were staring at them with Ma'am) that was funny ☠️ and then we had our Low Ropes Course and the number of mosquitoes there was no joke those things were vicious my hands were red and swollen 🦟 ❌ but the course was fun!! we cheered each other on 🔥🙏🏼 Water Parades were so fun!! water is my life water is my WIFE 🔥🔥🗣️🔈 and then we also had to work on our Campfire performance with the free gaps we had and then we had our maggi lunch break 😆😆 and after lunch we were supposed to have Land Expedition but it got cancelled because of the lightning alert 😞 i was looking forward to it but 😣😵‍💫 we also played bonding games with our group mates! i think the highlight was the other group dancing to gangnam style (sam looked traumatised but she rocked it 🔥🗣️) and we also rehearsed our cheers for Campfire 🪵🏕️ i think the whole lot of us were excited for Campfire and Campfire only ahahah and within no time IT WAS TIME FOR CAMPFIRE!!! Campfire was low key the best part of ATC the fire was so cool and the cheering was so fun 📣📣 it was one of the best experiences i've been though and i was so grateful all the performances went well and Campfire was a success ! i slept really well that night so that was a relief and clean up the next day went well (of course kena scolding but it's okay) 

overall ATC was such a overwhelming experience, both in a good and bad way, but i'm glad i got to learn so much and be in this camp ⛺️ it was honestly so tiring and stressful, but i had my fair share of fun as well!!! it's something i'm never ever ever ever EVER going to forget 🙏🏼‼️

im ending this off with a special shout out to yoga claire sam and everyone else in persephone! i wouldn't have survived this camp without y'all, and im so so proud of each and every one of you for getting through these 3 days with me and not giving up 💪🏼 i know it's been tough so if your reading this now rest up and eat lots of delicious food 🍲 thank you everyone i love yall so so much 💓🫀