EOYs GO AND KYS

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 ok so im so anxious for eoy. im like literally having panic attacks like HOW DO I STUDY FOR ENGLISH AND LITERATURE im so pissed i have also never been to tuition my whole life so i have no extra help im so dead. im just not a language person i cant do languages as well as the others but ig tamil is fine i just suck at paper 1 so welp. i have a very bad cold to make everything better😭😭i feel so weak. honestly if any of yall have tips for poetry pls text me im literally dying i have no idea what to do im typing a blog in the middle of  revising poetry i hope that shows how distracted i am. i actually deleted this from my front page but im here so ig i can kms. also is it weird that my knee feels very weird suddenly. like its not pain but like it just feels weird idk how to say it but i feel so scared like what if i dislocate it again i cant go through torture again 

anyway life updates i have studied a bit of math but i suck at algebra so i need to practice more. my eng and lit is dying i have no idea how im gna write essays i always linger arnd a 18-19 range out of 30 its so annoying like ive tried everything. my sci not too bad thats the only thing im confident in i kinda memorised geog but not done yet. im so slow but like one gd thing is i reduced my distractions i have successfully spent less than 1h on wattpad so thats a good thing and my screen time is 45 min max so im happy but there isnt much time left and im so scared. eoys r gna be the end of me i cant wait for it to be over uhhhh

-darumdarimda

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