bawling

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yes guys i'm bawling.

1. chinese oral. the topic was on hbl and i smhow studied for it??? i'm such a great fortune teller but lady luck wasn't shining that brightly on me. i got a topic i liked, the questions i got were GREAT it was about my daily life and how i spend hbl. but my brain was not wired properly that day all the answers that came to mind was phrased in english my love <3 I HAD SUCH A HARD TIME TRYING TO FIND THE CORRECT CHINESE WORDS so i ended up staring into blank space and blinking into the teacher's eyes. oh yea the examiner was so nice she's not my chinese teacher but she was once my relief teacher and she's really nice and patient. hopefully she cuts me some slack :0 (she called me baobei) oh and a really hilarious thing was my friend and i were fighting over the same examiner - it was either the nice teacher or my chinese teacher :0 i'm so glad i didn't get my chinese teacher imagine the disappointment she would face... my tongue was literally tangled, frozen, i couldn't even pronounce the chinese words i had in mind properly TT. then after my exam was over, ALL THE CORRECT CHINESE PHRASES CAME TO MIND. 

2. depression (from kdramas). guess who decided to take a break and cut herself some slack with kdramas in the midst of the endless exams and wa3? me. foolish one <3 i ended up screaming and crying and using a whole box of tissues at 2am in the morning because of the red sleeve and big mouth (they are dramas with heartbreaking endings - you could never recover from them) now my tiktok is bursting with edits of this dramas that add on to my sorrow 😖. now i'm watching king the land thank goodness it can relieve me of the trauma i've been experiencing ahhhhhh

kthxbye.

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