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love

we love our NCOs alot #lovewins #spreadlove #toloveandtobeloved #lovefromtheheart  - persephone (aka the phones)

hehehe why am i blogging

 my chinese compo is due tmr and there's lit and history wa3 in week 6 i haven't started on anything bye - 🍫

post comp depression

hi, taekwondo competition didnt go so well. 8/28 ppl were selected for the next round and i wasnt part of them but ill try next year! the person there was like, "see you next year" like HELLO?! he kind of encouraged us but LIKE he could have been nicer.  i did better than when i went for nsg, so im proud of myself!  bye  yg

remote learning, no pants required: a couch potato's unofficial guide to hbl

hello everyone! (this is such a weird thing to say in ur whatsapp about but well, its pretty CUTE.. ANYWAYS) okay so, i completed all the online work for these 3 days, but i still have hist and lit WAs to study for history: my teacher has a muffled voice, he's loud but like well, i can barely understand! hist WA is next week and i need to re-read my textbook :( lit: it's interesting and all, but memorising quotes and characteristics is so, my headaches getting even worse, i need to re-read the book also AHHH WHAT i have taekwondo competition tomorrow, im scared and i hope i do well, i lowkey know im not going to win but, ill try my best, be happy with myself and proud of myself for pulling it off. ITS NOT OVER YET BUT IT WILL BE.... IN 24 HOURS! YES! im so optimistic! i realised i cannot spell vision (double 's' ❌ ) and professional (double 'f'❌) jiayou for tomorrow and clara, dw ull get ur "internet" back soon :) yg

gratitude

this is one of the few times i'm actl grateful this blog exists my extremely terrible days started yesterday (ironic, because hbl right?) yes. my mother banned me from the internet on my personal laptop and phone so here i am sitting in front of a very pathetically small sized laptop also called the personal learning device blogging about life on blogger.com instead of instagram it's very inconvenient i've been emailing my squadmates on updates on NP, thank goodness they check their inbox if not i'm rlly off the grid and i don't like not contributing πŸ˜•. also smhow contributing gives my that sense of security that work is done hahahaha. one thing you should know about me: i downloaded many tiktok videos on my phone so even if my mom bans me from the internet she doesn't know i can watch those videos on airplane mode from my secure/hidden album hahahah she's so #1stepforward3stepsback - 🍫

cause all of my enemies started out friends

remb how kdramas used to be theraphy and now it's the source of our theraphy???? yes this is bawling pt. 2 I'M SOBBING IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT SOME GOOD PEOPLE ACTL DESERVE HAPPY ENDINGS. kthxbye.

WHO WENT FOR BARBIE??

i did not go for it sorry but i mean the storyline looks pretty interesting.. but um well, exams are coming and there is like NO WAY i will be able to go (ok maybe but) bc need to revise!! so ive got no spoilers πŸ‘ŽπŸ‘Ž "you can be anything" - barbie  woohoo!! yg

bawling

yes guys i'm bawling. 1. chinese oral. the topic was on hbl and i smhow studied for it??? i'm such a great fortune teller but lady luck wasn't shining that brightly on me. i got a topic i liked, the questions i got were GREAT it was about my daily life and how i spend hbl. but my brain was not wired properly that day all the answers that came to mind was phrased in english my love <3 I HAD SUCH A HARD TIME TRYING TO FIND THE CORRECT CHINESE WORDS so i ended up staring into blank space and blinking into the teacher's eyes. oh yea the examiner was so nice she's not my chinese teacher but she was once my relief teacher and she's really nice and patient. hopefully she cuts me some slack :0 (she called me baobei ) oh and a really hilarious thing was my friend and i were fighting over the same examiner - it was either the nice teacher or my chinese teacher :0 i'm so glad i didn't get my chinese teacher imagine the disappointment she would face... my tongue ...

post oral depression

hello, oral was soo boo bruh, i did not do very well, i stuttered alot and like the teacher didnt even understand what i was saying :( she kept asking me questions --- thats a bad sign! i asked her how i did after it was over, and she said i could have done better, and i did average, anyways i did my best so?? guess itsok yeah, im still not done with sci aa and eng aa, i will do it um now. OMG i still have math hw and read hist + sci tb (postpone to weekend lah dh time), art slides and ocpp?? and english qna wa3 thing and music melodyy, grrr yess.  im so sad i probably did so badly but i hope i did okay at least (praying to god and manifesting for A2 or A1; im gonna cry if i get anything else bc i went for a consult and my efforts should be appreciated HMPH) yg

madagascar

i am so scared for oral tomorrow idk what im gonna do. yes, im so stressed that im not doing anything at all, im so not productive, i spent a long time texting people --- relieving stress! yes! ahhhhhhhhhh, its a teacher i dont at all know?? i hope shes nice, im not even that fluent and what if she asks such a weird question after the video thing  and i cannot answer it  (oh no i just jinxed it) , GRRRR idkkk, anywaysss, ill just do what i can! im believing in myself. thats a great mindset πŸ˜†πŸ˜†πŸ‘πŸ‘ anyways, this year is coming to an end (its going by so fast..), and i really really hope it ends OMG yknow i want to watch our beloved summer, its a kdrama series or wtv ppl call it but heard it is nice. AND ive never watched kdramas before. AND recently persephone has been alot into kdrama idk why but HAAHAHAHAH um yes, i will try watching it during nov n dec hols yeaahhh! im so tired, ig im just going to sleep (after a little bit of revision maybe) gn! yg

so sweaty!

helloooos! the courtyard was soo congested bruh, how do people even sit in that heat, i honestly couldnt, i was not even wearing full uni for the fact (i well forgot.. yes, thats a good reason) there were even bees and flies flying around eeeeee, i dont get this yg