24 more days to christmas

hi :) how should i start this 😧 i have only blogged like one other time?? but today i had to blog because i feel the need to make a countdown. anywayy idk why christmas is so important (kinda)  like i dont actually celebrate it other than the exchanging of presents part but ig i just like the vibe it gives.. like snow + christmas-y lights just hits diff.

i basically spent the whole day reading stellarlune but for some unknown reasons i have yet to finish reading it. SPOILER ALERT!! (if you even know what im talking about. actually im surprised quite a no. of ppl here in cedar reads it even tho its according to others, childish.. mostly cuz of how the characters are illustrated but its soo cool UNTIL you read stellarlune LOL

as mentioned earlier, i still have yet to finish reading it. Im at the part where they wait for Trix to appear at the meeting location but he appears with Vespera---- even though he's suppose to come alone---and they try to propose an alliance instead. yea so the boring part of stellarlune is how MUCH they talk about the memories in the cache. legit more than half the book is about that. Apparently [name] also reads stellarlune and she started reading later than me but she smh finished it today. Actually there's like 4 other ppl in our squad who reads it 😋😋. 

ofc in every stellarlune or kotlc in general rant,,, you've to include Fitz (excuse the weird names,, theyre elves in another world). Fitz's full name is Fitz Avery Vacker and there's this meme comparing him to this cracker brand, Ritz Savoury Cracker  For context, Fitz's family is basically like the most popular people in the lost cities, cuz of the amazing things they did. Did i mention that elves are immortal? you can only began to imagine how big the family is. but its also not thattttt big. Also they have abilities which they manifest when they are in year 2 onwards until ard year 4, ppl usually dont manifest anym after that. you might be wondering what happens if they dont manifest during that period? well. it pretty much means they wont have an ability for the rest of their lives, which is honestly sad. but the sadder thing is how they'll be made fun of and stuff for being "talentless". As if thats not bad already, their abilities affects the matchlist they'll receive at a certain age. So it means they would only be pair with others who are talentless and if they married someone who has an ability, they would be branded a "bad match". ok back to Fitz. So he was dating Sophie (who is genetically modified, yea ik sounds scary) How that works is that two people volunteers their DNA for the blackswan (organisation that created Sophie) to genetically modify. As i was saying--- or typing ---, when u register for your match list youll have to fill in a form which includes your biological parents' names . However, Sophie doesnt know her real parents cuz the blackswan agreed to keep their identities a secret. So when sophie tried to aply for a match list, her results were "unmatchable" which means she'd be a "bad match" with anyone. and obv when Fitz knew about it he was very angry and stuff (yea he got anger issues) cuz it means he cant be with her cuz apparently his family status or wtv was more important. Anyways im tired of explaining everything so ill end here 😈😈 (also i love italics sm,, maybe you'll know its me when i use italics in future)

If you read until here and didnt just skim the whole thing, i love you <3 

ok its almost 12am which means 2 dec so i should post this rn. Byeeeee <3