what's wrong with us during our first ac

hi this is the first blog in a long time i swear our squad is so boring when it comes to blogs 😢😢 like i basically read all our Ma’ams' blogs alr they're so fun and im jealous (i'm not a stalker btw i'm js curious) how is it that we didn’t even blog about pop 🥹

anyways lets start with ac prep 🔥 (more slay than actual ac to me)

ac prep was so so very fun guys i proposed to Ma'am (someone)!!! (i think my identity is obvious by now) no but proposing is SO FUN i think i’ll propose to all my squadmates now. there was this super genius moment where i used mana's bottle cap as a ring IT WAS SO SMART you can't tell me otherwise. 

one of our Ma'ams proposed to claire and got rejected 💔 claire you are so mean to brutally reject a Ma'am, do you not feel a tiny droplet of remorse 😠 shame on you. i'm not mean i just followed my squadmate's idea of rejection anyways Ma'am prolly forgot me she deserves someone better 

OI! have yall forgotten about my proud moment. i almost won a game of "BANG". ig i was just hallucinating or wasnt paying attention HEH, if not i would have won uk! bro i was the first one to die give me your talent. no, too bad you don't, yeah you!

other than that, we got to choreograph a song!! looking back at it, it's so goofy compared to what our Ma'ams did. the tiktok part was my idea guys i regret so much to this point. also the shutdown part was lava's and me. thats the smartest thing ever,, its called applying what you've learned we are such an iconic duo. but yea we both regretted our decisions so not so iconic anymore (we're sorry for the lousy glow workout choreo) but we totally enjoyed the process and even recorded it so that was cool. what was taylor shaking off anyways i will not be answering that question. her exes. it was quite a fun experience — creating your own dance. 

also persephone why yall so shy during bonding :( i mean not that i actively participate too um but yea we gotta hype ourselves up k. Ma'ams said take initiative so take initiative we shall. next year we will be more hype 😍😍 -Ma’am 

ok anyways moving on to ac

we fell in earlier on day one and so it started off rough. 😭😭 this is the “never too early, never too late” rule ok idk i just made that up but yea you can’t do that. 8:29 is 8:29, can’t be 8:28 babe 🥹

im pretty sure some ALL of us cried after the first day. NOT ME well two words: fire drills. i thought the long whistle sound was someone screaming so yea there was a bit of confusion. it was mentioned earlier tho… i'm sorry it sounded like screaming but also lot of hectic running. i particularly dislike running. especially. with our lifes. and 1.5L coke bottles. i love coke-flavoured water me too sweetie ew its so gross and i did not label my bottle but there is this plastic stuck to my bottle that helps me recognise it but someone keeps taking my bottle ??? I prob drank from like three diff bottles 😞😞

i think we were confused abt where the fire was and we weren’t properly prepared on what we had to do. plus all we did was focus on evac drills which clearly is not the only thing we need to do in a fire drill. yes there’re some basics like reporting your attendance (total, actual strength etc.!) at least we got some experience and we can teach our juniors abt fire drills for ac next year!! the days where we’re addressed as ‘Ma’ams’ 🤧 

ok lunch was pretty cool i love instant noodles with my whole heart. like whenever i go to sleep right i watch those mukbang videos that randomly appear on my fyp and i starve myself to sleep. so i was so happy we got to eat instant noodles 🥹 i wish we had more time bcs it was rushed especially the last few mins. i couldn’t eat cause when i did i vomited out my food it didn’t have enough time to digest and we had to run from place to place already. lol thats why u should have eaten the beans. they were so good but not when you eat them with noodles  omg random but the canned mushrooms were so good! 

the other activities were so awesome as well like that csi activity the music is chefs kiss🤌 moral of the story: beware of your mentors or they will slit your throat with a scalpel after this was the fire drill and i sorta predicted it so it wasn’t fun for me my stomach was twisted the whole time

and this human thread knot* game thing (i apologise for not knowing the actual name) was the best activity. i kid you not. theres no reason for why its the best, i just love holding hands im not weird theres a sense of unity ok. ah yes unity when youre stuck tgt ig unity when ure trying to escape??

ok now ✨campfire✨ technically the main event. so sad there wasn’t a real fire, it would’ve topped the human thread knot* game thing. but the highlight for me was the Hera Ma’ams dancing. THEY LOOKED SO COOL. my kpop heart was screaming. it was the coolest thing ever. i have a newfound respect and appreciation for our Hera Ma’ams. Euphrosyne Ma’ams tho >>> WE SLAYED OUR DANCE SO WELL everyone was cheering omg our HO videoed it but i was so damn preoccupied with our lifes (they got confiscated in the end so)

<< ms covered by your grace font (aka bala - if yall are wondering its her surname) has something to say so look out >>

anywayyysss, my turnn, ac turned out unexpected I would say, I embarrassed myself so many times, I threw away my plastic cup from refreshments without permission and lost my life and my buddy had to tolerate with my nonsense for 2 days straight, I just hope she still likes me ! but she looked so pissed off tho! idk mann!! and the script, why was I the narrator ???? why would they make me the narrator ???? anyways, i- I was so happy that I memorised my script thoroughly on Monday night, I was crying to my mum that I wouldn't be able to memo it by then, but guess what, I did it YAY! ok anyways, yeah! and one of the sec 2 Ma'ams who was somewhat the other narrator, said that she would do the first few parts and I, the last few, and there goes my hard work into the drain. I did all these for nothing ???? and y'all would have never guessed while I was picking up points for the other narrator during the skit, I FORGOT MY OWN FRIGGIN LINES, ALL EYES WERE ON ME, I EMBARRASSED MYSELF IN FRONT OF EVERYONE. ok yeah. THIS IS SO CRINGE. BUT SINCE YOU ARE IN IT ALR, I MIGHT JUST CONTINUE, yeah so actually now that i have thought about it, i really have nothing else to say, all these people here are so mean and have very flowery stories, but here i am, having a topsy-turvy pathetic life. anyways, time for me to take my leave. goodbye!! :D

personally ac was a good first experience and we got to learn a lot of life-lessons like communication is key and teamwork makes the dream work (yes it sounds so horrible to hear that phrase but theres some truth in it) additionally the reflection lecture was rlly knowledgeable so new motivation for reflections! i think we gained some beneficial knowledge that we can apply not just as cadets but as people in our daily lives. so wholesome 🥰 hopefully we can improve and grow from our mistakes and become an even better squad. jiayou persephone!! next year we become senior campers die liao lah dunno what to do… just hope for the best 

is someone still able to tell me how the fire drill works. no.

go forth, be strong, persephone is the best 🤍

it’s more NSEW cedar np is the best xoxo

also i couldn’t help but sleep for the next 14 hours after camp. HAH I SLEPT FOR 15 HOURS BOOO! anyone had sore arms from carrying coke bottles? me. me too, slayy!! my whole body was aching 💀

omg we took hours to create this blog 😣😣😣 yar appreciate the effortt

P.S. if you’re reading this and we mentioned you don’t take anything to heart <3 OH SHOOT I HAVE HISTORY TUITION WORK TO RUSH THROUGH BYE SIGNING OFF

wait history tuition exists. well it should not at all why am i even back oh yes i finished my hw.

hehehaha i have arrived wait do i need to say who i am ok no nevermind BACK TO AC well umm what’s there to say it was a complete disaster yet quite fun at the same time 🙀🙀 no i got preoccupied reading what y’all wrote before me and I’m wheezing ANYWAYS i think AC didn’t start off that great, because of the confusion on the time 😔 i still remember Ma’am yelling at us about falling in early she’s really scary as a Ma’am sia omg ok anyways why am I saying anyways so much ANYWAYS the games we played were really fun and all and then we had one of the most worse things to exist on this planet. Fire drills. still better than a real fire dude...

fun fact : when ma'ams as asked us for fun facts, three of us wanted to write about how we're left handers lmao ig its not as rare in this squad *insert sighing emoji cuz where is it* oh btw my grp guessed our HO for the evil sorcerer thing even though we saw our CI’s iconic notebook. AND the shield game was SOO funny Ma'am (someone) had a rlly good idea to hold it up. UNFORTUNATELY people started throwing the bean bags upwards and our shield which is made of paper and tape we stole from one grp and chopsticks. we are soo CREATIVE tho we were so desperate we even used the chopstick's plastic bag(??) 

omg can this be accepted as a reflection cause squad reflections >>> self reflections. guys it's our first actual reflection please applaud us it's a great achievement for us.

also have y'all seen how en xi is so mean to keep editing and making me re-edit this whole thing

cheers,

persephone 🌝

ooh i prefer a more formal one so here it is:

Signing off,

Persephone