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gap week

 hello guys this is gonna be an essay of a long blog.  i am SO done with gap week like ain't no way. it's supposed to be gap MONTH because hell no who in hentak would actually accept a going-to-turn-16-years-old kid for a week? i ain't gonna learn ANYTHING in such a duration as short as my attention span. *sigh* i have sent out TWELVE. EMAILS. to either 1. no reply or 2. rejection. and these emails date back to the beginning of the june holidays which honestly i don't even know what in the world they're doing. they really took 3-5 business days seriously. CAAS, SIA and Scoot were the ones who actually replied to clarify i'm not eligible, either because i am too young or our school just doesn't have a portal to sign up through. AND TALKING ABOUT SCHOOL PORTAL: i sent mr ong and ms grace (ecg teachers) to open one up and they flat-out said "no." in the most elaborate way possible. literally called me incapable of getting a job in 80728373084582374580...

the thorax i mean lorax i mean thorax what

i'll use this fancy font because i'm feeling a tad bit british today hi hello ok this isn't a life update or anything but yesterday i went to my bestie's house after youth day celebration since it was rainy and i was lazy to take the sheltered way back home then we ended up having a sleepover <3 we studied bio though so 🤍☃️ so we were studying nutrition in humans in bio and then there was the thorax mentioned somewhere. it sounded familiar. it rung a bell. "lorax", i thought. curious, i asked her, "what's a lorax?" and she said it was the chest area. but i was confused because THORAX is the chest area. so i thought lorax would be somewhere nearby. maybe a part at the side of the chest or something. i was so sure it had something to do with the human body. and i searched it up. ha ha ha to my amusement and slight disappointment in my intellectual abilities, i finally realised the LORAX is an orange grumpy gremlin looking creature with more fac...

I'M BACK BABY

 LONG BLOG TIME LET'S GO. Starting with updates: 1. I WANNA GO FOR ANOTHER MUN 2. I WANNA GO BACK TO DSO 3. I APPLIED TO COUNTLESS ORGANISATIONS FOR INTERNSHIP 4. I PASSED ALL MY TIMED PRACTICES EVEN THO I DIDNT STUDY XD yes 4 major updates there. now it's cce and my fts are late so here i am typing my fingers off to post a long blog just for you guys. anyway i live laugh love chem guys ms guan was pissed at our practical timed practice but tbh that can't be me lolz chem practical skills are in my blood, in my soul and i can't get rid of it. lowkey they're never gonna test electrolysis bc we're stupid and we may end up electrolysing ourselves after accidentally using potassium metal as an electrode while thinking it's graphite. i finished chem 2024 tys paper and now i have 9 more to go, doing 2023 rn. AND GUESS WHAT i didn't even finish my topical ten year series! this is so cool i love chem. okay now i'm liking physics a LOT more than bio because bi...

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 me and my bestie planning to go prom in those inflatable dinosaur costumes with bartender uniforms underneath then breakdance 🤡✌️ show up like this make an entrance like this -atimsa

death

 i feel like the fossil fuels in the carbon cycle ain't gonna lie -atimsa

mission accomplished.

dear cedar np, it has been four years of resilience, four years of np, four years of perseverance, four years of persephone. it feels like just yesterday i was with our Metis Ma'ams learning Sedia and having 7-minute water breaks for no absolute reason. ah, those days. now, we've grown to become the Sec 4 squad we looked up to. time has flown by at the speed of the hentak timings that always got me breathless after we berhenti. we had seen our Metis, Hera, and Euphrosyne Ma'ams pop, and finally, it's our grand finale. thank you for making my secondary school life so worth it. there have been ups and downs, even ke belakang pusings in my journey, but nothing cheered me up the way cedar np did. from walking around during the cca exhibition, to joining the cca, to ac, to atc, to nc24, everyone has always been by my side, pushing me on like how our Ma'ams would remind us to raise our legs to 90 degrees during hentak.  pop was bittersweet, real nostalgic. to know that i ...

unreal

 we have POPed! parade was so fire ABSOLUTELY loved the gifts the effort 🤌 will genuinely miss all our juniors with all my heart and ESPECIALLY NYX omg my babies icb im no longer ur NCO…jiayou for taking over and ik yall can do this! wld defo miss calypso and Selene too omg I wld MISS CALYPSOS ENTHUSIASM SM and selenes brain rot BYE 💀💀I hope yall cooperate w ur Nyx Ma’ams and enjoy another year ahead in CNU! squad dinner was so fun wld miss my 13 squaddies SO MUCH there is no words for me to express it and I js love how we CHEERED TGT AFTER BERSURAI yay i hope we keep in touch forever and ever love yall sm  - darumdarimda 💗💗

D-DAY IS HERE

woah when did this happen- it's POP????? already???? cheese and sprinkles this is crazy.  yet here i am rushing pop cards online because i suck at time management then the cards? i messed them up real bad. there's one that i missed so whoever the junior is, i'm super sorry you don't have a card because of printing error :( but you still have a message from me! just use the link on ur squadmate's card and enter ur code; i'll give you your code. anyway i still have to do 8 more messages for nyx, so imma rush it during lunch; i already have 3 oeqs to rush during break so i'll try to finish everything. hopefully :') bye finally we're having squad dinner after ac!  ok i will update later, likely after pop, maybe tmr? you never know. -a5m1+a

pet peeves

1. people who yell for no reason 2. fakies who act like their life depends on it 3. double standards AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA 4. people who have a fat ego and can't apologise 5. ANYONE WHO'S BAD AT PEOPLE SKILLS 6. people with no eq 7. two faced people 8. people who embarrass you in front of others 9. people who purposely make you feel dumb 10. people who joke about something way too much it's not even funny anymore 11. running away from problems as though that one security guard from subway surfers is chasing them get out pls i hate the above with a burning passion

Life is unfair

 I got a B3 for physics so my mom threw my phone across the dining table and broke it and now i cant communicate with anyone istg.